someone tell roth i dont love college

playing ron burgundy anchoring this track

this song is amazing

as you can see, I am working on updating the template to make it wider. The method I am currently using is very brute force, because my HTML skills are shit, (the person who made it soft-coded all the values so its okay :D) but it may end up with a need to adopt a new template and modify it from there.


UPDATE. So I need to know. Should we get a different template and adapt it? Cause that's looking like the most viable option right now.
here is what it will probably be based off:
link 1
and it stretches based on your window like so:
link 2

the only problem with this is, where would the mr saturns at the side go?
I dont know...
what do you guys want? we should def. change it.
oh yeah, and dont worry about the width of the video, i changed it to see a bunch of stuff. it'd be normal width.

we need a wider blog post-area, the negative space is killing me

worth clicking to see the entire video cause the faces on the right do shit.

Last post for 2 weeks.

So Im guessing this is going to be my last post for two weeks as I will be away in China and Switzerland.

So yesterday was pretty awesome, i spent most of my day trying to think of things to do and waiting for 5:00, i put some rubbish on the nature strip, watched some futurama, chilled a bit, pack part of my suitcase... etc.

Anyway 5:00 came and i went and got on the bus to go to central, i got there on the wrong side and walked through the underground tunnel and met people on the other side, at the time, only kwon, jon, josh, smaz and christian were there. I took a photo

We waited and talked for a bit, then maria and annie turned up and ru and hui and we ran and got on the 393 to the UNSW. At the UNSW we changed buses and got on the 400 to the airport and maria yelled at me. On the bus, we pranked jules, that was fun.
Once we got to the airport we took a group photo and then jules called and everyone went and hid and then kwon and josh turned up and he had to pay maria $20. hahaha. anyway after we said goodbye, to laura and went and caught a rave taxi to chinatown where we had dinner, and ru told me i eat slowly. So yeh that was my awesome day!!

On another note, I'm going to miss you guys while I am away, it will be a bit sad :(..

But I will come back and we will have super fun happy awesome time!! also we should go bowling!!
Anyway <3 you guys.

Finally, rave taxi song.

Only you can see the fire in the northern lights~~

Holidays so far have been pretty hectic. Kinda tired. I cleaned my room and played with toy soldiers and this is about the first time i've been on the internet in 3 days or something.

oh and i took ru's quiz thing or something and my "Butler is the first sober shine like black hair. 30 years old, 』is actually bisexual."
yayy bisexual butler!

holidays

Aight, so these holidays have been "super fantastisch".

Friday we went to lassy's house and played Monopoly (I stole about $3000 in the game and probable had about $4000 taken off me, and the bank repossessed Strand *cries*) and then marlena (who you shouldn't cheat against), ru hui, sam and yours truly went to China town and had a heaps good meal for $16 :0 (wow, amazing, fish...).

Sat went and saw Toy Story 3 which was also ridiculously amazing, emotional and exhilarating.

Sun, a group went to my holiday house in Umina to celebrate Laura's last day in Aus. We started at a reject shop, bought a heap of random stuff, and then over the following hours, pushed a trolley to my crib. then we had more asian food...

Mon, i met up with J-Lo, gamed for a few hours before buying a didgeredoo for Laura. Played a huge prank on Jules to pass the time on the way to the airport. Said our good-bye's to Laura :( and then paid a ludicrous amount for a ravin' maxi taxi to china town for more asian food :D. then me and kwon walked home.

Today, I have tidied up my room, had my Duke of Ed plans been spat on, but these plans have had a shower and are about to (hopefully) emerge from the bathroom in designer clothes!

All in all, these holiday have been mad (and unfortunately expensive) and I hope everyone has learnt their lesson... DON'T CHEAT AT MONOPOLY WHEN MARLENA'S THERE!!!

im such a cool kid (sarcasm)

hey guys.. so i was on the Yana Toboso's blog (the author/artist of Kuroshitsuji) and she posted this thing to find out what type of butler you would have or something like that and like you put your name in and find out. also the website is in japanese but you can translate with google translator... yay....

And i got this (translatored) :
Like ru yap Butler , see Butler is capable of eyes and beautiful blonde . 29 years old , so 』 is actually already dead .

Now its your turn!:
http://shindanmaker.com/3193

And then it hits me..

Laura is gone..

Woy Woy.

So we were meant to go to leura in the blue mountains but there were track works and stuff so we couldnt take the train to leura. Instead we took one of the next trains leaving the station and got on a train to newcastle where we got off at Woy Woy. Eight people went and there was a perfect gender balance so yay... We bought alot of stuff in the reject shop in woy woy cause we are such cool kids. We found a trolley and put all our stuff in it as we treked to umina which is where lambert's holiday house is.

Heres us walking through the suburbs to get to lambert's holiday house. it was quite a pretty place cause it was near the water and yea. we played baseball (/our team won). Oh and there was this guy on the train behind us and we were talking about silences like awkward silences, eating silences, comfortable silences etc. and he was like 'silence. yea, i would like some..' and he kept swearing and shizz. he was weird.

Also I bought blue hair spray to try and make my hair blue but my hair was realllllly black so it took the entire can to make my hair slightly blue and it turned like grey or something but smaz said it was cool... but it smelt really bad.

We got to lamberts house but we had no key so we had to wait fo his mother and played in the play ground.

Then we went to lambert's holiday house and it was reallly nice and it felt like we had been staying there for like 3 days and not ten minutes. On the way back on the train, we couldnt find seats to sit on so we just sat on the floor in that inbetween carriage door place on the train. After that, smaz, josh and laura came to my crib and we played some badass game of liife and mah jong!! and josh and laura won once when we played mah jong eventhough im pretty sure smaz understood the game better. it was fun though. i love mahjong.

on another note, toy story three was awesommeeee so if you havent seen it, you should!!! and today, we are going to see laura off at the airport if you do not know it is 5:30 at central where we will figure out a way to get to the airport from there.

Airport

Hey

Are we going to the airport to see Laura?

Emily

Is there

Is there a Leura thing or has that been cancelled?

Toy Story 3!

so marlena has decided
we're meeting at broadway at like 8pm or something.. and we'll watch toy story.
soz for such last minute planning.

Oh dear

So I went to the alcohol coogee party thing and it was good, nice, fun until these guys turned up and adrienne and maheena freaked and were like "lads" so max freaked out and they all legged it but me and nik talked to them and they were rly nice and they left but everyone was stressed and we wen back to maheenas and people were vomiting and i had like an emotional breakdown to ppl and alex passas held my hand and talked to me and it was nice. and then we got picked up by the bop people from maccas and went home and im tired. night.

I've said it before...

...but I'll say it again. It's like whenever people are down, I'm happy and when people are happy... I'm down.

...

We're the coolest kids, and we take what we can get

So when the cool kids went to their beach alcohol coogee party thing, we went to the super awesome yoshimi Lassy's house and played monopoly and chilled in his awesome apartment which was super nice and go for a super awesome nice dinner in china town.

How cool are we?

Picture of the Day: I love this one

Done in my free period, scares the shit out of me but still, fucking awesome!

Time for reflection

So I thought I would take the time to reflect on this term cause thats what I do when I cannot sleep.
So basically my entire term up until like 2 weeks ago was like the beginning of this song, I wasn't exactly happy with my life and I just had sorta lost a spark in all the work I had to do. Anyway about 2 weeks ago I was in 3 unit maths and ms. souroullas was away and I had a really nice lesson talking to Liam and Maria, and we just chatted and it was just amazing. It made me feel really good. I guess finishing the 3 unit maths test helped with that too, and I have done like no hw since then. Anyway this week from like Sunday has been amazing.
Like Sunday we spent time together and we said goodbye to Camilla which was sad but it was also sorta time for reflection and we went and supported our friends at theatresports and it was a great day, then monday and tuesday I was sick but they were sorta like my recharge time, I was rly exhausted and I slept a lot but tuesday I did my prac report for physics and it just felt satisfying. But also on tuesday night, someone started the status thing on facebook and it is just a really nice feeling knowing that people love you. I mean I guess it was like what that guy said today with how when you see the good in other people you feel good yourselves and it is actually so true. I guess for me, this has been the most amazing week and we finish school for the term tomorrow. It makes me realise how nice our year group is, and I really can't think of anyone that I really hate. It is just an amazing feeling.
So I guess thats it, the perfect end to a shit term, just one more til yr 12.
Also Leadership is any action that makes the world I touch a better place. Sorry I needed to put it somewhere. and the dance was win.

Love you guys.
Emily.

Gimme some sugar!

So i actually feel amazing atm. i feel so happy and relaxed and comfortable with the world. i mean i have that art case study due and that bio homework and i'm not up to date on my maths and i'll have a DT task and a Drama tast to do in the holidays BUT NONE OF IT SEEMS TO MATTER. it's weird. life is just amazing. it's like i'm having one of those 'love life' moments but for like... A WHOLE DAY. i hope it lasts a little longer. it will probably end when i see my sleep-depriven face in the morning but it's just SOOOO good now that i wanted to share. anyone else feel this way? ^_^

ON ANOTHER NOTE: school ends tomorrow. WOOOOOOO HOLIDAAAAYYYYYYYSSSSSSSS!!!! <3

Went on facebook

and liked so many statuses. bahahahhaha

and everyone seems to be lovin our year atm cos were all so nice and happy and loving and all sunshine and lollipops.

was good while it lasted

Leadership day!! yay

Such a good day actually. like all the dancing and random like loving. Marlena would have loved it.

Obama's Ass-kicking pannel

This is what happens you acutllay have no homework for once :\

Kevin Rudd is standing down. No more Kevin 07

SO yeh
Julia Gillard is stepping in. Press conference on 7 now.
First femal prime minister.
Just saying.

I'm gonna miss K.Rudd
Kevin '11 would have been awesome

Deafening Reality

I love it when you get those beautiful moments where everything just seems to stop and you love life and everything and everyone around you... does that ever happen to anyone else? I find it usually happens when i 'm on a bus with my head against the window listening to my ipod and staring at the things passing by. like. when i'm in the car and we're driving to thredbo and i'm watching the sunset through half-closed eyes, i have this moment. and when we're on our way back from the Athletics carnival, again. and then today when i was on the bus home... it was raining and dark and i couldn't see out the window and the bus was too bright but for a moment everything just froze and i felt amazing. Celestial even. it's great. i think that might be like what being on E [wouldn't know from experience] is like... but it felt so natural. anyway. just wanted to share. i think everyone should post a favourite place of theres and why they go there and what it's like when they go. WHY DO YOU LIKE IT? because i told someone about one of my favourite places once and said that was the way they made me feel and well later they fucked me over... but i was happy while i was telling them and at the time it was true :] SO SPILL.

Peace out. ;___;

KUROSHITSUJI!!!

Because i had to tell somebody... so ignore me if you want to.
You know that shop/brand clothes place called Hot topic ? weeelll, they decided to put some kuroshitsuji merchandise up and sell t-shirts and stuff... but i cant gets it cause i dont know any hot topics in sydney...

Also, Kuroshitsuji has inspired outfits in a tokyo fashion show! how cool is that?

intro to the blogosphere

Rightio

Hello everyone, i'd just like to begin with a THANK-YOU to all of ya'll that supported us at theatresports and with something else (which i forgot but thanks anyway). (Picture the following in a Jerry Springer voice) Now i don't know about all of you, but on facebook i've been seeing all of these "like this and i'll say something nice etc..." and i mean seriously, why?!? i mean yeah sure it's nice'n'all but it's just like "got nothin' better to do". And it starts you thinking, sooner or later there's gonna be one of those fb friend horders who has some random 'friend' they've never met or they haven't seen since year 1 and they're gonna just be like "yeah... you're cool too... *awkward computer generated silence*". just sayin'...

So that's pretty much it. if that wasn't interesting then just remember the Jerry Springer voice and maybe even a tad of the theme tune...

That's it, Christian out (i'm christian by the way from igs...) later!

may i just say

I'd like to take a minute to say something awesome about each person on the blog.

Ru, i love your hugs and you are just an amazing person to talk to and chill with. I never feel awkward talking to you and you are just a brilliant person to be around, you and your constant music listening.

Smaz, I love your attitude to everything, maybe you dont mean to be but you are always laid back and I wish I could be more like that. I also love that you love pokemon and avatar. I also like that you are really nice to me, even if i get distracted while talking to you.

Joel, you are actually the sweetest person. I love that you are smiling most of the time. I will truly miss you when you leave IGS. I love that you always wear a blazer and that you have a good taste in music.

Hui hui hui, I love that you have an obsession with next top model, and that you are a perfect mix of emotions and I don't usually see you angry. I love that you love bows and you always are really considerate and make me feel better.

Brian, I love that you are part of the blog, even though most of us have never met you. Your posts on the blog are always interesting even if i don't get some of the computer speak. You are an awesome person, Good Luck with HSC things

Jon, I love that you are always happy and that you love to dance. You never get embarassed by anything and you poon at theatresports, I don't talk to you often cause you aren't in any of my classes and at lunch you dissapear but you are awesome and we should talk more often.

Rhiannon, I love that you are always so full of emotion. I love the arguments you have with declan and you will actually insult people without being scared. Even though you scare me sometimes you are still awesome.

Maxim, I love that you have/had a goatee. It was pretty epic. You always say hogg hogg hogg to me at the most random times when I am raging at something and it always makes me smile. I really like that about you also, you are a pretty good gamer apparently.

Kwon, what to say. I know I say I hate you a lot but you are actually an amazing person, I don't think I have ever seen you truly angry or upset and you take everything so well. You always make me laugh at random things and you are genuinely intelligent. Our 3 unit class wins.

Wow so many people.
These are people that aren't on the blog so often, but I will write it anyway

Adrienne, I miss maths last yr with you, maths when we had campbell and you, me and marlena would sit and have those sour straps. I like how you relate to people so well and you are genuinely awesome.

Liam, I love the conversations we have in 3 unit maths and our little chat sessions when ms. souroullas is away, for a while you scared me but now you are just a really nice guy and I don't get how people are mean to you o formspring. they are obviously compensating

Jules, where do I begin? I love that you are always there with advice and I can talk to you about anything and you are probably my best friend, the closest friend I have probably ever had and I love you for that. I will always remember sitting at central with you and nicola and just talking about life. You are truly an amazing person.

Arielle, I love talking to you in the cafe at lunchtime about everything, I love your laugh and your gaming. I also love listening to you talk about gaming and being confused, but thinking it sounds cool all the same.

And Christian cause he just joined the blog, i love that you are so goofy and you are pretty good to talk to. Im glad you listened when I taught you how to hug. I know I was mean to you a lot and I am really sorry for that but for some reason you annoyed me. Anyway, you are really sweet and good at theatresports. I'd also like to say, I honestly believe you are an awesome person. No joke.

Thats all.
I love you all
Emily.

Strangers

Okay so for my first post i would like to talk about STRANGERS. shall we all say it together? shall i tell you all how to pronounce it? OR MAYBE NOT BECAUSE YOU ALREADY KNOW. or because they are SO scary sometimes. to back up my latter statement, i will share my experience with a STRANGER [not ranger!] this morning.

K so i got on a bus and it drove and i got off and started walking and as i walked i adjusted my headphones so that they were OVER the TOP of my shoulderbagstrap. and i was looking up as i went so that i walked in a straight line. And this PERFECTLY NORMAL looking middle-aged woman is walking in the opposite direction on my right and as i'm about to pass her she KICKS MY ANKLE. any questions? like, maybe, why? did i look scruffy? was i glaring at her? did i stab her baby? NO I DID NOT. and none of those [except mabe the last one] even warrents a kick.

tbh people such as this freak me the fuck out. k so anyway... as i turned around in shock [she was behind me by this point] i find her WATCHING ME and she swings he shopping/handbags and she calls out in the FAKEST [yes, 'est'] voice i have ever [EVERRRR] heard, "NAA-AO-W! SORRAYY!" and goes on her merry way. as if. she didn't trip. she kicked me on purpose. i have bruises [proof] and eyes [saw what happened]. YOU ARE NOT IN THE SLIGHTEST BIT, SORRAYY, LADY! and i'm sorry i'm using so many caps it's just... it was so unexpected! and then i was planning to go and find megan and cry but apart from the fact it took me 20 minutes to get to school, SHE DIDN'T EVEN COME. so there you go. Stay away from strangers!..... she didn't even have any candy. what fuckery is this? i want my un-bruised ankle back D:

But the thing I love the most...

I'll jus' leave this here... :D
HSC's killin' me.

songs

here are some songs i really cannot live without at the moment. also, some horrorshow stuff, cause ru and hui didnt believe me when i said they weree awesome and then heard them in the art dept today and were like, wow, they are awesome. spamming tghe blog with music no-one will watch (y)

ill just leave this up here

Smells like school spirit.

Okay, so this is that part where i post about absolutely everything that happened today. So we (the super happy awesom fun friendship BBQ detective pals) Elva, Smaz, Fishcake and me went on a super adventure to phoebe's birthday 'party'. First fishcake and i went to the buddist shop cause we wanted to buy some bracelets for phoebe but it wasnt opened eventhough it said it was so we went to central and found marlena, met up with smaz and waited for emily hogg as we wrapped the presents we got for phoebe and wrote cards and stuff. Soon we took a bus and it was off to centennial park. On the way to centennial park on the bus, at two different time, the ticket bus officer people came on to check the bus tickets and we had conccession cards cause emily had them so we were like super cool cuper prepared kids.

We, the super adventure pals went on a quest as we tried to build a bridge to get over that swampy bit but we failed so we just walked around it instead.. still it was fun. As we were trekking, we were taking photoshoots on the way, looking for the preetiest scenery possible as we posed and paparazzied up.

We then arrived at the 'party' where phoebe and maddy were the only people present which made us feel bad cause we had to leave to go to the airport and farewell Camilla. We sang songs, danced the night away and played cards. yes, how cool are we?

But then we had to leave for bondi junction to get a bus to the airport and at this point in time.. we were really behind schedule but we still made a stop at seven eleven to buy camilla 8 things of tim tams and ran off. At this point in time, i bought some jelly... which i dropped as we were running to catch the bus.. yes.. i was very sad...

So we caught a bus but it didnt go all the way to the airport so we had to get another bus at eastgarden which happens to be lass heaven wee. We got on to the airport bus and the driver was like a rollar coaster conductor and he knew we were in a hurry so he rushed the bussing of us to the international terminal. In the bus, we all prepared to run as josh was in a major hurry and we didnt want to go and miss camilla cause that would be sad.

Luckily, we made it on time and put us right back on our schedule so we talked and hung around at the airport saying our farewells and taking pictures. At the airport we met laura, jules, momoe, isi and emma and of course camilla and her host family who were tearing up. We gave her the timtams and tried to fit it in her bag and then we had to leave.. and that was the last we had seen of camilla...

Soon after, Josh had to leave to go do his ancient and we had to look for the observation deck so we saw some stairs and started climbing it... but it didnt lead to no observation deck.. just some lounges and praying rooms. So we took a bus (which was free wee!) but to the city and caught a train to go to newtown. Also at railway square, we bought flowers for lambie and lassy.

We then arrived at Newtown where we got some food, met up with tracy hogg who got us our tickets, met up with myafanatic, pass-man, maria, sava oleary, deccie bear, duhig and there might have been other people but i cant think right now... and soon enough... theatre sports begin! Shing!

And i was like going crazy for school spirit that i think i embarassed emily hogg with my igs screaming and our 'Laaaammmmbert.. Laaaaaammmmbert..'ness but it was really fun and the other teams were really good too. In the end igs came fourth place or second last but they were still reallllyyyy good and beat like 100 other teams to get there so Yay!!! and they didnt come last. Then me and marlena threw flowers at lambert and jon and that was fun. After that, people left and we saw phoebe again and me fishcake, elva, sava oleary, passas, duhig and maria went to maria's parents restuarant for dinner which was realllyyy delicious.

And that was my sunday. I swear i spent over 3 hours on transportation...

Today was win

Today was amazing. Here are some awesome photos. PS: there are some on facebook too

Congrats lambert and asshole

You guys beat 130 other schools in the state. That's a fucking accomplishment.
And during that Chilli skit, I just wanted to jump on stage and be like "Hey little girl, my name's Horatio, and eating chillis is pretty cool. Why else *puts on sunglasses* would they be called "chillis?"

Congrats to Saints and Abbostry or w/e, although Saints should won entirely.

today

was a fucking awesome day

Medal of Honor Beta

.. for FREE! (god I feel like such an add)

K its really simple to do, just follow the instructions on this image here.

im scared

so like im terrified that im going to do terribly at theatresports. i dont mind if we dont win, i dont even mind if we come last (well i would mind a little) but if we lost points because of me, or because i did something terrible, i would be sooooo depressed. and if we lose i cant even not comeinto school the next day because we have the history performance to do. shit. and i have done ZERO work on the history.

on the other hand if we WIN!! or at least come like second, or even third, i will be fucking ecstatic, like i will actually jizz on myself if we win. no jokes. if we win im probs not going in for school.

jesus im sooooo nervous............ just prayed a little so i think im gonna be good. should probably go to sleep

wish us luck.

Take me higher, you ain't know, you're on fire

Went to supernova today. It was loads of fun cause me and marlena were wearing the bunny hats and people were like, 'ooo where did you get those hats from?' so we were like 'Kare bear! in the city near capital!' so we were spreading karebear love. Also there were quite some kuro merchandise... if only i could afford it so i just bought small cheaper things but it still made me happy. yay kuroshitsuji!

And then we saw Billie who was a volunteer and watched the cosplay competition. Also, im pretty excited for tomorrow so ill write up a schedule. It's like im Sokka from avatar! ahahahahah..

I am leaving, i am leaving, but the fire still remains

so
i decided that i would not go out today cos i am going to be out the whole day tomoz and i needed today to finish by bio work.
i gave ru $20 to buy something nice for me at supanova.
im on this blog that noone's on atm cos everyone's out. I've made some lunch and poured myself a glass of orange juice.
starin at my clock
starting to read nabari no ou
waiting for best dance crew to come on in about 4 hours
and avatar to come on in 7.
yay my life is so interesting.
are you still reading this?
sometimes, everybody seems so terribly sad. and i keep thinking that we should do whatever we can to make it better.
oh and im doing some soul searching atm
speaking of which maybe i should return everyone's soul
anyway, i keep thinking, what if, even doing anything we can is not enough.
then i get sick of it and i start over analysing
like, maybe if we cant make it better, than its not our fault
but it is. but i cant fix something, that i dont think is broke
or worse,
i'll fix it in a place i think is broke but leave out what's really broken
then it just makes it worse
im a terribly happy person
or maybe im a happily terrible person.
and i've stopped caring alot more than i used to. or im caring more
i used to have no guilt. now i do. but i used to really care what people think
now i care less (dont mean i dont care at all)
cos i cant change all that's happened, and everything i do is because,
im just like that.
its just a result of me being that kiind of a person.
and i cant change that. so i'll do things i regret. but i wont regret it that much
because no matter how i look at it, i'll always be like that and even if i went back through time,
i'll still redo things i dont want to do
because im
just
like
that.
(are you still reading this?)

Sunday bloody sunday

K guys, we are going to meet up at central at 10:45 for those of you who are going to phoebe's thing. Then we are going to leave, take a train to rockdale and take a bus to the airport and see camilla off. then we are going to newtown and chill and see jon and lambert do theatre sports. got it? good.

FINALLY

FINISHED MY ART CASE STUDY AND MY PHEESEEQUES!!!!

also, i discovered the fun ness of formspring and asking retarded questions.

Theatresports

ANYBODY COMING TO THEATRESPORTS ON SUNDAY

You need to bring your ID tomorrow. If you don't then you do not get a ticket. Due to ticketek being a bitch my mum needs all the ID to pick up the tickets. So tomorrow you need to bring some or get some and give it to me by the end of lunch or no ticket. Or you can pay full adult price of $28.00

If you are sick tomorrow and still want to come on Sunday you have to be at the Enmore theatre at 4pm with ID or you do not get a ticket.

BRING ID OR NO TICKET.

On a side note, please bring the money to pay me by monday or my mum will get pissed.

And please comment if you have got the message and put the id in your bag now.

Please and Thanks
Emily

Competition! it came to me in a dream!

Real prizes to be won!

Ok, the competition is that who can come up with the best alternate way to spell 'Physics' . points will be awarded for creativity, originality, appropriateness and presentation. so whether is be 'Fiseeks' of 'Pheesiques' , come up with the best name and a delicious real tangible item prize will be awarded. ta ta.

organising shizm

hogg hogg hogg hogg~! has you got the tickets fo theatre sport because sunday is coming very soon and im hoping we has the tickets before it sells out. also. yum cha. people been saying stuff like its on saturday and sunday but i thought it was sunday but phoebe's having a party thing in centennial park on sunday (not sure if im even invited) and if we do go to whatever sunday has, we have to go to theatre sports afterwards in newtown so whats the plan guys?

E3!

Yiew made it to the Nintendo Conference

Now officially Virtually there!

Edit: oh wow...that was the most awesome nintendo conference i've seen in so long

torn apart at the seams, as my dreams turn to tears... and now for a post about the internet

(when I say internet I may mean world wide web.)

I have to write this.

One of the scariest thoughts I have (amongst others such as nobody existing but the universe being present with no observers, which if you think about it human life is a very arbitrary thing but ohwell.) is that in 100 years, every single person on the internet today (well, almost all of them) will be dead. But the writings of today will still exist, and people will look back on them.

In 200-300 years, perhaps the internet will be used as a historical source, and people will search back and look for contemporary opinions on events happening now and in the immediate future? Maybe people will abandon the internet due to lack of server space and instead use something much more efficient, but keep the internet up as a historical source?

Using the internet to look at information that we have now (on past events such as 100 or 200 years ago) in the future will also be a very strange experience, and when doing research, people will have to filter our time's words out because the information will no longer be relevant or there will be a better version out there?

Will facebook surpass generations? In 100 years, most users of it today will be dead, then what? will it become an obituary site? Will they remember facebook? Will people know about it?

Or will it (like myspace and bebo) almost completely faze out in order to make way for the next big thing? logic says that given the amount of people alive today, the amount of facebook accounts in 100 years should it continue will reach or surpass the population of that time, and that won't include a large portion of the population of that time.

Some of the richest companies on earth at the moment (microsoft, google, apple) make their living off of products not imaginable to the masses 50 years ago. Google in particular, perhaps the single most influential TN-corporation in existance at this date, is less than 15 years old.

The internet has actually changed everything. It is rather incredible to stop and reflect on how much of an influence it has had. Communication with the other side of the globe would take months at the least 200 years ago, then with the telephone (provided a good enough wire was lain) maybe it would take a few minutes, and now with the internet we can relay information almost instantly across the entire globe simultaneously, and it has never been easier to hijack and manipulate information (except perhaps before telephone, by bribing messengers) by a single individual.

And its only going to get bigger.

Also, look back fifty years into the concept of the connected world: the cloud, as it was called by some. A startling insight into today, however, that's just the correct prediction amongst thousands of predictions that are false...

So yeh

So you know what,, I thought I would write this post about being happy.

Recently I have been in a generally good mood and people have been saying, you are so angry, you are so stressed and really I am not. When I am angry it is different, I think people confuse my moods a little, general irritability does not class as anger, purely as a slight disturbance to a generally happy person. Yes I am intolerant especially if you call me a tautology. A tautology is defined by the dictionary (people that know what they are on about) as 1. useless repetition eg. a finished end or 2. a formula which is true every possible interpretation.

In terms of one, I am defined as useless repetition, well thank you. In the first sense, you are really kinda nonsensical considering that this is generally only related to words and in this case you would have to define what i am a useless repetition of, otherwise it is just illogical and in the second sense you are really quite rude and its an unnecessary statement, you saying that to me proves you are 1 of 5 things, 1. You cannot make up your own mind of what to call me so you take paddy's insult 2. You are just generally stupid or 3. You are a rude person and don't bother even saying a word to me because you are a waste of my time and i really cbf to listen to you or 4. You think you are funny, which btw you are not or 5. You really have no life and you are just insulting me as a joke in which case, its unnecessary, back off.

In terms of two I am defined as a formula which is true in every possible interpretation. It is to do with some sort of maths. I really dont know why you would be saying this, if you are its like apples and oranges. really just get a fucking better insult.

SO yeh what started as a thing on happiness turned into a rant because its irritating when people insult me. Let me make it clear. You are not funny, you have no life and gtfo cause i dont give a fuck if you want to insult me, just be intelligent.

Anyway, you are generally pretty awesome and this does not necessarily apply to you.

I wrote this thing

So guys I wrote this thing.
Could you tell me if it makes sense or yeh just ur opinions.

Being a child is by far the most enjoyable experience ever had by anyone. I am only 16 but everything seems to only get more complicated from here on. Childhood memories remind us of the innocence we used to have. From the time before we had something to worry about. I remember being a child and I was most scared my younger sister would steal my attention.

When we are born, we are different in appearance and the place we come from but no child is brought into the world cold and heartless. We all have the same ability to love, be loved and so on, but somewhere between when we are born and when we are the adult, someone needs to help us along; water the plant so to say. I do not believe there is a god somewhere saying that someone will be a cold heartless bitch from the day they are born, everyone has potential, no-one is horrible by nature.

As a child we learn many skills that will help us in our day to day life, how to crawl, walk and talk are just the building blocks, we learn how to communicate, how to get what we need and here is when something may begin to go wrong. For example, Sarah is 5, she grew up being given anything when she cried and she learned that was all she had to do. John is 5 also, he threw tantrums, but his parents didn’t give him everything they could, they took the time to find out what he needed and so he learnt to ask for what he wanted. Every child learns in a different way, as with Sarah and John, we learn how to get what we need when we are children, but young children cannot find the difference between need and want. As we grow older we find the difference and because we have been using the same method for years, we assume it is going to work and it does. I do not know how to define it in Psychological terms but it is almost like we are taught a manual as a child and by the time we are 18 the manual is in our head, and it is so engrained in our consciousness we no longer think how it may be wrong, it has become part of our nature.

If you see a begging child on the street, you will feel sorrier for them than you would an adult. I believe it is because we have a psychological complex on fault. If you see a child begging in the street, they are, obviously, a child that has been brought up wrongly, or who has no money because their parents wouldn’t give them any, we will automatically draw a child’s begging towards the parents, even though we do not know the true story, it is our nature to assume they are not at fault. However when you come to an adult on the street, the same child 10 years later, our minds have changed, we will compare the child to ourselves based purely on how old they look. Even though they may never have been educated and their parents may have abandoned them; they may not have been able to do anything. It does not matter about the true story, once a child reaches adulthood, they automatically become someone that has never tried, of course we hear the success stories of people who have come off the streets and done amazing things but we apply it to everyone. It just isn’t that easy.

Oi! Buddy!

Oi! Brian! Cheer the fuck up man!
I jus' want to let you know I feel your pain. I thought 2009 was bad, guess what? 2010 was worse, by far. I've been through hell and back for a cup of tea a few times but here's what I've learnt. People always cheer up by telling themselves "There's someone always worse of then me" I think that's shit! This only causes people to despair at how much more shit their lives could be and if your empathetic well that's another story, the way I like to think about it is that shit happens, it doesn't only happen to me, it happens to you, it happens to Hui or Smaz or any other countelss people I could name, it happens to my next door neighbours, it happend to that guy in the penthouse you always wished you owned, but the great thing is is that we are all here in this together and that's why I propose a blog yum-cha this coming weekend!
So Brian, when your feeling sad just remember... you can post on this blog and we will read it and we will empathise with you because we know what it feels like.
...
...
...
...
...
...
...
P.s. WOOOOOO! GRADUATION IN A TERM AND TWO WEEKS!!!!!!

So much... pun...

so the great ubisoft

renowned for their amazing anti-piracy skill, has decided to put irl ads in-game.

are they that desperate for money?

for instance, rainbow six vegas 2, they had an update today (it was a 2008 game) and all the updates did was put advertisements for the A-team, far cry 2, and comcast. it was kinda cool at first, but really pathetic afterwise.

When life fucks you over

Seriously, how can I have such a terrible string of events lately?

I've been trying tell myself that something good will eventually happen to me after having such a terrible couple of months but today, the shit just keeps piling on.

How the fuck did i end up deserving this?

Aang Gang

Spending my weekend with the AVATAR marathon!

Also on a seperate note, what time and how is everyone getting to elkington park tomorrow?

I dress myself in fuking lies

Full Metal Alchemist. I know that ru's already posted somethin' bout it but it really made me happy. I may be stupid, easily distracted, blunt, random, weird and when i say stuff, some people look at me weird and are like "....ok..." (like chelyne) but thats aiight cos i've got my friends and they dont care about stuff like that. i love that you can be soo tight with people that you can be whatever you want and do anything without thinking. and i love how most people look out for the good points in others over the bad, specially since nobody's perfect. And how truly(at least with the people i know), friends just want to help each other so everyone's happy.

things i dont understand are:
-people being 2-faced and being like bffs wit someone to their face but they completely BITCH about them soo much to other people and then get annoyed with them because that friend hangs out with them so much. What do they expect? they act like their total BFF so the other person is going to think that way and hang out with them all the time.
- People that have problems and their friends desperately want to help them but they wont let them
- When friends have been together, known each other for so long but still feel unable to be themselves or talk to them
- People that choose to see the bad points of people and see that over all the good things that has happened between them or the good qualities
- People that think their friends are uncool
- People getting self-conscious even with their bestfriends
- People who talk badly about people they dont even know
- People who act different in front of different people. and when i say this i dont mean like talking about different things or being in a different mood cos some people just condition their personality according to the person they''re talking to. I mean like, being dog to their friends and sucking up to people that dont care about them (like being stingy to their friends but letting 'cool kids' have some of their food or money etc) or dissing their friends when talking to 'cooler kids' just to appear 'cool' to them.
- People who think people care, when peoople dont.
- People who blame others for everything without looking at themselves and their own behaviours. or being unempathetic
- People who hate others "just 'cause"
- People who hate other people with no real bad intentions or bad attitudes
- oh and TITTLE TATTLELERS. like SQUEALERS. jesus christ naming names is the last thing you do. unless its like naming a cereal murderer, rapist, like real world stuff. in school, JUST NO.

Aw man, i wish that everyone could see the truth and just be friends and be happy with everybody, while being themselves.

This is a post

This is a post to celebrate our time on the blog.

It isn't an anniversary or anything but when it started we were in yr 9. it was September 2008 and wow that was a long time ago, we still weren't allowed out and we used to sit in that spot on level 2 and talk, we used to talk about such things that I cannot remember, but there weren't any arguments. I remember playing stacks on Me several times and having water fights then running cause of Mr. Raniga or another teacher. I remember being in Mr. Campbell's maths class with brigitta and ru and hui and then u guys moved to ms. Souroullas' class. It was sad.
But I loved it back then, we were all so stupidly innocent and rly had no idea what was going on. Nicola and Maria and I dont think even Jules hadnt come to the school.
I loved those day but you know even with all the confusion and work we have today in year 11. I enjoy it more, life is more eventful and I have realised how truly important my friends are, you guys actually make me want to get up in the morning, go to school and I have a great time with all of you, also I think in September, we should have a blog reunion party thing where people who are part of the blog come along and yeh, September is the celebration month I reckon. I think it would be nice.
Wow I should stop talking
But I love all of you guys so much. This blog makes me smile.
xoxo Emily

All things must come to an end.

So i just read the last chapter to Full Metal Alchemist and although it was 110 pages long chapter, it still felt too short. but it was a nice ending.

I went to White Rabbit again with Alex Passas and Morgan and Marlena and it was really fun. Noted the names of the artists i liked and then when to Nine Dragons for dinner which was really good and it was all nice and fancy like with a huge maze on the floor. We were thinking we should do it every week. that would be fun. friday nights are good nights.

Sometimes the world feels hard to understand

Yesterday, there were literally gradients in the sky like the sky was a pale blue and pale purple gradient and the clouds were grey are white gradients.

Right now I am in the kitchen baking cookies, doing my math homework, listening to Cloud Control's new album and dancing with myself all at the same time.

Hey, do you ever get that feeling like you just think, I love my friends? Cause sometimes i just think how awesome my friends are and like how we do stuff like sing to songs we know together and things like that make me reallly happy.

Josh says that feeling like you aced the math test gives you a high thats better than drugs. What other things give you a high that feels 'better than drugs' ? for me its music, manga and friends.

LOLOL

THE A TEAM

JSYK guys i have change the cinema cus only sesh that is avaliable on sunday at the george st cinema is v max or gold so we are all goin to go to broadway and the movie time is at 3:10 so meet where ever... to be comfirmed

just thought id share

Post your Table Top!

By the way, working this late sucks donkey balls

Edit: 2:31 am...still working

Edit 2: 3:18 am...half way dere

3:19 am...toilet break

Edit 3: 3:00 am..wooo i travelled back in time..it's really 3:30

AND IGS IN..... 2ND PLACE!!!

but it dont matter, cause we're going to the grand final bitches!!!! so like for the whole day i was super nervous and i got my super shit math mark back and i was like awww :( but i couldn't stay sad cause i had to stay positive. and then i went home at 2 35 and like got ready and then came back to school and i was like "WHERE IS MY TEAM!!!" but then we all met up at like 5 45 and started practicing and we were really good in practice and then boom! we're on stage and we're like shit all of our game choices are taken! and if you remember at arts fest all of our game choices were taken and we had to do mime. so we did mime and i was once again in it and i asked the judges like "can we make sound affects" and they was like no!! (or they was like yes but kale was like no it was really confusing) and then i started making sound effects and it was like NOOO!!! but then we got up and justin was like "im fucking ha-larious" and we got really good marks. and then for the 3rd game i was like "im from new zealand and look and octopus" and it was like good marks and then we did the final game and it was hanzel and gretal and i did'nt know the game and i was like shiit but then i said Rohypnol! and it was like lol and then .... we came second by ONE POINT. so yeh, you all have to come watch us at the Seymour theater. cause we came SECOND!!

It's been a while.

Been to lazy to comment or post. Here's some musix.

So yeh.

So yeh 3 unit test tomorrow.
FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKK.

But other than that all is good.

I <3 these pics btw.

LOL

I've finished my biololology

I can hear planes flying in the bathroom

You know that feeling when your heads under rushing water and your ears are blocked by the running water and it sound like aeroplanes taking off and landing and flying in your ears.

EDIT:

also.. VAN!!!! (white haired guy. He is too cool)

heh

every show uses the same newspaper on tv.

Fate fell short this time

your smile fades in the summer

your hand in mine, i'll leave when i wanna

xoxpalmtree
(is too lazy to log out of ru's account)

Behind me painstaking barons burning wee drugs soldiers in huge piles of whale nets

in other news...

you guys cool if people like lambie and rhiannon joins our blog? speak if you dont want to and if it makes you feel better, you can be annonymous.

you taste just like glitter mixed with rock and roll-oh

in english.

sittin around playin robot unicorn attack for 2 periods straight

and eavesdropping

to people's stories of their lives that are so much more interesting than mine

almost like watching jersey shore, cept not as awesome

and bahahahha

formspring.

The Photos-that-have-been-photoshopped-but-not-really post!

FUUUUUUU

Lol memories

So I was like I am going to go to bed after I defrag my comp, scan for viruses and change my background and I was going through my photos when I found this one...

and you see the person in the middle, thats me. The setting is the mossman gorge in queensland. Now you see how there is a person to the right and a little bit up and in black. That is Joel and Nathan was somewhere too.
They were in Qld at the same area, in the same gorge swimming in exactly the same place as we were and we were there for like an hr at most. What are the odds?
Also they have fucking huge rocks there. they are like 20 people.
Nature is amazing.

Just on that.
I have a question and you should all answer, what would you do if you could fly?

I would fly up every morning and watch the sunrise, fly above the clouds if i had to, just to see the sun every day.

every so often

an artist's new album comes out...

moral of the story: you should all get madina lake's new album attics to eden.