No, Ru, It'll be ok

Don't break down Ru. 

You can always learn one in uni and one like in an evening class.

I dunno which though. I guess Japanese might be more useful, but you were learning Korean anyway.

On a side note, UNSW wants to buy the monorail so we can get up and down campus, so basically, everyone at my Uni is slightly lazy and since the NSW government is getting rid of it, apparently it's a good investment.

Also I got an interview for that dentist job, the traineeship. So my interview is on friday and I would start work the following monday which means, new laptop in 3 weeks, hopefully!! I know an interview doesnt mean I straight up get the job but it means I am closer to getting one.

text post (aka this is ru who frequents this place too much)

EDIT: Should I take Japanese or Korean??

I'm picking courses for my uni thing and it's so complicated i feel like im doing some complicated puzzle and i wont know if im doing it right until some time later and then i wont have as many options and ahh this is so stressful how come everyone else seems to understand it omg theres so many things i have to think about and formulate so that i can have courses i want next year and choose prerequisites and stuff what im so confused

i think im going to have a break down...

I don't know why but i thought of Maxim.

so last night i went out with the other aussies and got a bit drunk... (4 drinks,, my tolerance is gone)

the taste of rum makes me think of you guys
just wanna say you all rock

The real thing

Yoo i will post some more pics later, i have to catch up on tonnes. But these foto pretty much explain life here
An actual house, just normal and stuff
Zuiryuji, i forgot the name a hundred times so me and my host family just refer to it as national treasure (the movie somehow made its way into conversation)
Sakura were evveryywhherrre, note, this is one of tonnes of pictures. (if you want more sakura pictures just ask )

I owe you guys some pics so ill put more up....later
Keep bending.

me and Xed R teh Badd35t GaNg5taRs ar0uNd

this post i dont know

Yo guys

I'm at the area reps place right now and it sucks... So I'm doing a shit ton of planning while I'm here

Do you guys want me to get you any gift or anything in particular? Right now I have a sort of idea for what to get you all but I still can't figure out something for everyone...

Pic related, it's the Sardinian flag and it's the coolest flag ever, I'm gonna get one to hang in my room or something

ughhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ughhhhhhhhhh i hate it when i used to talk to people on tumblr and then we never talk for like months but still reblog each other...... and then they deactivate their tumblr and i have no way to contact them.... it's like you used to be part of my life somehow and now you won't ever be........ughhhhhhhhhh this is why i hate tumblr. people you used to know can just disappear and that's it...........ahhh i'm so easily attached to people that don't care about me........ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i;m so depressedd.............

sooooooooooooooobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb #rutalkingabouttumblrshit

Hiphop

Ok I have no idea if you can make a link from an ipod/iphone but whatever



This is the realest shit you have no idea

miro found our blog...

and it was This post if you wondering but you probably not.

Blackheath Memories Part 1 - Day 1

Hey, remember this?
Remember this time? I remember.
I remember that day how we met up at the station and Josh, Sam and I went and bought alcohol. And it was pretty chill, we went to like Alexandria and walked a shit-tonne way from the station to Dan Murphy's and back. And we got on the train we were catching and we took up like 11 seats. And it was sunny. On the train we passed this place Megan stayed in that she thought was haunted. We got there and I remember being in the queue with bags to get out the door. Then we got out and it was a little cold but I remember doing the head count and we left. We walked out and down this leafy green path where the trees were this really nice green and the sky was that Australian blue where it's almost dark and then we crossed the road to this sign and not all of us crossed in one set of lights and I decided we should get a photo and so you all left the bags to the right on the photo and posed for it. Such great times.
Then like we turned down the street, between a pub and a Thai restaurant and walked. We stopped in front of a sort of homewares, scented stuff shop while Josh went to get the keys. Then we continued walking. There was a path on the right for like 4 blocks then we had to cross to the left as the road went round a corner, there were lots of residential places there with deciduous trees that had gone red and orange. I tried to get a photo but it didn't work. Then we kept walking, we passed that weird nature reserve with all the pines and that garden with the gnomes and by this point, Josh, Alex, Ru I think, and I were pretty far ahead of the rest of you. It was pretty calm, we stopped where we had to turn right and waited so the rest of you would know, then we went down the street. It was empty and there was no path so we walked on the road. It curved to the left and went down a hill. Alex was talking to Morgan about how he couldn't meet up with her the following day to practice music, cause we hadn't told her we were going. We had to be quiet while he talked.
We got to the place and it was really cool, people bagged beds and explored the garden. I took photos with people on the balcony. Then Josh, Jon, Alex and I went to go shopping. We went to catch the bus and it was really quick, dropping us really close to the shopping centre. Josh went to see his uncle for a bit and gave us the list and we started shopping. It was slightly odd, cause Alex and Jon were like kids always asking Josh and I if they could have stuff like apples and cereals. It was fun though. At the end of it, we hadn't eaten since the morning and were starving, so after we put the approximately $250 worth of food into the trolley, Josh called a cab then Alex and Jon ran to Baker's delight across the road and got us some food. The moon had come up and it was pretty, I tried to photograph it on my phone but to no avail. It was big and the sky was pink. I was bummed to have missed it but you know shopping was fun. We took the taxi back, got there to discover an interesting surprise. You built a fort and went through Josh's luggage and my luggage. You made a flag from my bra. Needless to say, I was more than a little pissed cause you guys were being a little petulant. you guys were being annoying so Josh, Christian and I had a beer outside even though Lambert didn't drink at that time. Anyway, we got dinner started. It was bolognese, and the pot was nearly not big enough. It ended up being ok. After dinner, we cleaned up, Hui and Maxim were a help.Then we drank. A lot. I don't really remember a lot of that night, from alcohol or time hence, I remember the 3-way kiss, the vomiting after the shot, that shot without hands, the being assaulted in the living room, Alex trying to grope Josh, Jon being red faced slightly, sitting outside, talking to people while sitting on the kitchen bench, drinking from wine glasses, and Josh and I hiding the lemon vodka. Then people falling asleep in that bedroom on the top floor on the right. I fell asleep on the bed downstairs in the room on the right, I think with Ru. Cause all the other beds were messy and I couldn't work out how to open the pull-out bed. I am going to stop but the following morning, I woke up at like 5am, no-one else was awake, but the house was messy. The sun was coming up and I took some photos. There was that cool morning air, where the sun hasn't heated it up yet and everything is still and quiet. It was beautiful. I was up to clean though. I took the cleaned things out of the dishwasher and found the cups and put them all in, turned the dishwasher on. It was loud but it didn't wake anyone else up. I then cleaned the sink of vomit, which smelled putrid and then folded things up until it looked neat then I went back to sleep for a few hours and when I woke up it was day 2 and my headache was less.

Anyway, that's enough for today, I might write up the 2nd part tomorrow, I just felt the special times needed remembrance.

fml

My amazing host family is going away for 12 days to Ireland (except the sis who's going to Barcelona) and so I have to stay 12 fucking days with the area rep and her family, and this shit is so uncomfortable and the room smells really bad and the queen size bed is just two different beds side by side with different matters heights and firmnesses and its hells of kinds of uncomfortable, and I'm not supposed to go out because they don't want me talking to the other girl who has a family in this town because she speaks almost no Italian

And I can tell the area rep is pissed at me because I changed families, she didmt even greet me when I got here and she was saying to me that it's bad about the other girl because her host family didn't know she would be so challenged in learning Italian but somehow she made it a really not-fucking-subtle dig at me by saying something like, "it's tough for families when they volunteer to host someone and then it doesnt turn out well" which she was really fucking subtly referring to my old host family because I made them feel bad or something?? Because if it wasn't for my family in Australia telling the Aussie organisation, "no this bullshit is enough we didn't pay xxx for the situation he has" I never would have moved because I had been trying forever by talking to her about it, and literally everyone else I talked to about my old situation was shocked they would let a family like that host. So she has it in for me, she is searching for more volunteer work for me (which is fucking bullshit anyway there's no point) and she's looking into making me work with 'troubled' children, and I was like, surely there's something else because that's really not suited to me and she just fucking ignored it,

Tldr; I have to stay with the crazy control freak area rep for 12 days who is really angry at me but is taking it out passive-aggressively because I changed family and she didn't want me to, presumably because she is friends with them

Also fml cause I got a mosquito bite ((it itches like fuck))

this plant tho

wut.

Speaking of dreams

I was dreaming i was at taekwondo and the lesson was ending, and when it ends you have to bow and stuff to the instructors. And my friend was saying 'rei' which means bow in japanese (fail dream because taekwondo is korean and the word for bow is kunee ) and when he was saying it, it was like...
Rei....Rei....REI REI REI
And i noticed it was actually the dog barking that woke me up.
Haha ive never had such a typical/movie-like dream like that, thought id share it. Also, in the neighbourhood im currently living in, its called 'the city where the bells are' (sounds way better in japanese) Karyon no aru machi, and yeah every hour they ring a typical tune and it makes me feel like an anime- because in one of my favourite games when the main character wakes up themusic sounds and why am i even telling you this

Keep bending your elements!

Guys. i had a dream last night

that we all had to go back to highschool.

and we were back in igs. with everyone and most of us had to go to french class

and miro had a ponytail

and it suckeeddddd
I was such a loser omg. ahhh I was going to take a seat next to alex in the french class. but alex was too popular and megan sat on one side, marlena sat next to megan and then.. nick goldfinch sat next to alex on the other side!!! And I was like nooo and then i wanted to go sit somewhere next to lambert and hogg but then all the seats were gone and the only seat left was the one next to nick goldfinch and he was really tall so i couldnt even talk to passas. i was so sad...

i had no friend.

other stuff happened too.

highschool in my dream was sucked

Awesome weekend

Yo! So pretty much last weekend was a long weekend because monday was the day of the sea or something, and i think i spent it pretty well.
On saturday my family took me to a hot spring (first time experience) for the grandparents 50th anniversary, and it was actually pretty good. They hired out like the 2 most expensive rooms in the hotel, the entrance alone was probably 2 or 3 times the size of the ordinary kitchen, and had like wooden decks and japanese lanterns and wooden slidy doors and stuff. Also there was tatami, pretty badasss. I thought it would be weirder, but entering the hot spring was pretty good actually, and they have all these different kinds of baths, like egyptian ones, or ones made out of clay and stuff like that (said to be good for skin or something), and it was pretty fun hopping from one to the other haha. And the dinner was awesome. If you dont like seafood youd probably puke, because there was something like a sea slug, living, which they put on your hot plate before your eyes and you kinda watch it squirm before you (upside down), and then a guy comes over and flips it so that you kill it completely and then he cuts it up for you so you can eat it with chopsticks. I must say i t was pretty delicious, and there was sashimi, sushi, miso/lobster soup, lobster, rice, beef, and all other stuff which i have no clue what it was. Also it was one bug tatami room just for the family, i kinda felt like royalty the whole night.
The next night, i went to the beach to do fireworks with friends; was pretty awesome (another first time experience). And well, it really made me feel like i was in Japan, it was your typical anime beach party where the girls are really hot and play sports with the guys- and this one girl bought a ridiculous amount of fireworks and it was awesome! It was one after the other just endless. Also the popcorn i bought was delicious- props. (the 100 yen shops here sell EVERYTHING and its actually not that bad stuff. 100 yen equals about a dollar)
And then, the next night i went to a bbq beef place with other friends from school who will all be going on a exchange to english speaking countries (one girl got picked for ireland...) And well it was awesome because i havent really done anything with friends yet and it was nice to have a paradise-like weekend which i did so much. The food was awesome at that restaurant, you cook it all in front of you on a mini grill, and we all switched seats every now and then (decided by scissors paper rock) so that we could see each other. Oh and of course without fail did photobooths after haha, god my eyes just turn into bug-like giant spheres i swear its kinda scary. Also it was the last night of this American exchange kid, and it was awesome but kinda sucks cause its like...your really cool, but ill probably never see you again.
Soon im on holidays, but its barely holidays cause i seriously have to go to Kendo almost everyday. which is fine, its just i wanna hang out with people and stuff (thanks to you guys wanting to meet up with friends almost everyday after school turned into habit- haha seriously we didnt ever take year 12 for granted)

So this is the last week of school, and recently ive been eating at the school Cafeteria which is kinda like Mappen but old ladies behind the counter- seriously awesome food, im talking Soba, Udon, tempura, curry rice, the lot! Also im worried my english is getting weirder, ive had to do spell checks several times, like at the top of this post i wrote 'spend it well' instead of 'spent it well', and i often put 's' on the end of uneeded plurals without even noticing .... I AM TURLNING AJIAN good god.

But anyhow, i thought id write this down as kinda a memorial aswell cause i dont wanna forget this weekend- it was a good experience.

You dont know how much i wanna meet up with you all everyday, actually no you probably do know.

Btw shout out to smaz hope its all going good man! I really hope you finally get the good/active family you deserve bro.
Hogghogghogghogg i got your letter and replied straight away gurl, no mistakes in the adress iz all good.
JOoooooooooooooooooN i hope everythings going ok in Japan, i should have asked you earlier but if you wanna know how to say something in jap just ask bro i got a few handy words. But you have your mum i guess so all blocks covered hey.
Lamby bro hope uni's maintainin, no strainin; livin life wit no complainin. Got yo balance in check, no regret, doin em girls imma say the word SEX. Haha yeahhhhh, lamby inspired rap right der.
To da Hui. Sistah i know yu not in duhh ostolaria hope you have duh nice time wit duh famiry. If i wer dah bird, i wuld fly to yuuu hehe hiew hiew hiew.
And to my cuzin Ru, i hope you are training your earthbending everyday. Read scroll 10 chapter 14, Fun Sui written by TOPH and im sure it will remind you of gooood timess....yeap...totally realistic right now.
mis yall.
peace

General comment to all

Posting comments on everything is boring.

So, you all sound like you are having awesome times, it sounds great!!

I go back to Uni this week (yay, early UNSW)

Umm Ru and Alex, did you get my letters? Alex, I sent yours when I was in Germany, I'm just hoping I wrote your address down right. Ru, I sent you another letter like yesterday but it won't arrive for like a week and a half. Sam, I need your new address cause I have a letter to send you but didn't want to until I had your address.

Hope everyone who I haven't heard from is going ok, I would be checking on Skype but I'm trying to sleep properly before the stress of Uni. 

Anyways, love you guys cause yeh.

streets of toronto

today i was walking on the streets of toronto.
it was a damn hot day. i had 2 things of cheap ass asian watermelon drink.
I was walking when some black guy was like "hey try some of my chocolate seduction"
it was some sweet smelling shea butter. then i went into his store and smelt all his soaps and oils. he was a really awesome guy like he was just like lafayette from trublood.
and i bought some black soap. for black people. because im black.
he was pretty swaggarific, like lambert would have fanboyed to no end in his presense. i like talked to him for 15 minutes in the store. he's brother is in singapore looking for asian girls.
it was a really nice summer day.
why arnt my amigos here to beach it up with me (ﾉ ಠ益ಠ)ﾉ*

Chillen in sardinia

Yo everyone!! Lemme just tell you how my new family is
So first off there's a tv, an oven and food in the house
But in addition they have a toaster and I had a proper breakfast of toast and semi-normal coffe this morning!! Whoah shit it was good
And like, they have coffee in mugs and shit like normal people with milk and sugar and they have normal toastable bread (which they refer to as toast even if its un'heated' which is what they call toasting) and weirdly the only shower is downstairs even though all the bedrooms are upstairs.
The family - Theres the bro, giacomo who I'm sharing a room with and it's not too awkward, there's a sort of bunk bed and I was gonna have the top one but I'm too tall and so I have the bottom one. I really hope I don't snore but it's k cause last night I barely even slept cause of the heat... He reminds me of how I was like when I was 16, he doesn't say much, he doesn't eat a bunch of stuff and he's just generally pretty cool. Sucks about having to share a room though... [Nah he's a really chill guy]
There's also a little sister whos 8 and she's hilarious and like, one of those cute well behaved not bratty kids so it's really good. Like the other day at dinner she said something really stupid... We were eating yoghurt and the mum was like 'yeah it's soft like cream' and she was like 'but its not cream its yoghurt' and she started laughing and couldn't stop and then I couldn't and then we all started laughing and then we couldn't stop for ages and it was the best
And the best and/or worst part is the bigger sister, she's 19 (born 11 days before me wtf) and she went to Australia last year. She was with a family in chatswood of all places and she speaks perfect English and she's really. fucking. hot. Wtf... it makes me kinda nervous but it's cool cause she's chill but still. I'm not even gonna think about going there cause she's my host sister and unlike the last family I'm gonna see her every day... Not to diss the last one but the company is nice, you know?
Yeah anyway the family just generally feels like a family and they do family things and act like a family and the house isn't always empty and completely organized and there's kid things in places and there's a tv!
And then michela (the sis) was showing me all the photos and shit of her exchange last year in sydney and going to bar century, world bar (they really DO have alcohol you get out of teapots but if you drink straight from the spout they kick you out) and like, going to manly and bondi and the qvb and the bridge and seeing the light show in the city and seeing Washington live (I'm pretty sure Ella and ms hodges went) and seeing all this shit about Sydney man, I'm somehow less homesick than I was before (could be the company though)
Idh much more time I gotta go to the beach for a holiday with these guys...

It's gon be good!
--ok I'm here,,
Haha yess it's fuckin awesome and the little girl is hilarious and I'm not an expert - I'm pretty fucking far from it - but it seems like the older sister is dropping hints? Aaaargh fuck dat shit

Did you know in italian there's one word for both tortoise and turtle? The distinction is pretty big you know, it's like house Vs home.. which there's only one word for as well lol

Laters

Yo kids

Posting this below smaz's because it's not as cool or important or something.

So I went to an orientation thing today and I was all like, fuck meeting new people and stuff ajskdlajskd but it was alright and I made friends. Like facebook friends. So. Thats. something. at least I know people who are here~

oh and they are all Asian Gurlss. yea~~ And we talked about k pop for like 5 mins. 5 whole minutes. yea mang.

and also been chillin out to gambino. Somehow every note that's gambino played, I think about you guys A LOT. And feel like, I should be jammin wit you kids. But I'm gonna jam alone, thinking of you guys.

NIGGA BLACK FACES.

Heyyyy

Hey peopley peaps!
So pretty much im still in japan and thought id update. I bought the kendo outfit and ive decided im gonna continue it in Sydney Uni- its too awesome to quit! This week some more American exchange students came, and the hottest one of them is in my class (yesss) {unnecessary sidenote haha cant be helped} and we talked alot too- the american students have mostly studied japanese for 3 years (a little more than me) but arent the best at communicating and were pretty blown away when i was talking to everyone. I guess, im pretty tough on myself when it comes to learning Japanese because when it comes to expressing my opinions/ what happened i kinda bail out in grammar. Also, you know when you get the vibe that whoever you are talking to suddenley got bored and doesnt wanna listen? Its like, everyone has that vibe but they are clearly interested at the same time, i dunno, so i was pretty hesitant at first cause i didnt wanna be the annoying exchange student who cant speak properly and takes forever to communicate a sentence. But now im like EXPRESS ALL THE OPINIONS and PRACTICE ALL THE GRAMMAR haha
Also im learning alot more here than i did in my actual school-life, seriously. The geography is ACTUALLY geography, so i am interested in it for once. And the biology sensei is AWESOME he has a mad sense of humor and always goes off topic in lessons. And also today, he had a little bout (not argument but exchange of words) with the Brazilian/Japanese girl who is christian....and you know the whole what came first the chicken or the egg, and then catholics are like GOD MADE IT and all haha ahhh. But the awkward thing was she kinda turned to me cause im the only other christian divedend church person (but im seriously more athiest i think, dunno still making decisions) but she was a loner so i kinda took her side. But i gotta be careful because she is exctremely hot, like, she is actually a model. (sometimes goes to model shoots instead of school) And yeah she has a boyfriend but i dont wanna be all 'im trying to steal you.' But i find her boyfriend really hot haha, and yeah i wanna be friends with him and his gang too but its just, like awkward- kinda like how i was with penelope and nat. (nat was mad serious around me before coming out and shiet)
Anyhow, i havent really made any 'after-school-hang-out-friends' because i have kendo after school and the only other members are one 1st year kid and a girl in my grade but i have never seen here before. Im kinda sad about that, i might push a little more to hang out, but the kids i like to hang out with in school leave next month for exchange anyhow so arghh what to do. But im me, so long as thats that i have confidence to make friends- i cant give up yet or else ill be putting my name to shame, right!? Haha
The amount i think about you guys is so much, that i feel like im still in sydney sometimes. I cant wait to see you guys really, but im soaking up my time here as much as possible, after all its almost been 4 months.
Also, i will be switching host families after all next month, i hope i get a cool host family next time, chances are low as i was pretty damn lucky with this one. But if i dont get a host family, i might have to live with a teacher, and this may sounds weird but im really excited if thats the case haha- the teachers are just so cute and their english is all 1960 textbook english, nyaw nyaw ahhhh so cuteifuhweiufhweiu ahah and plus i think if i had that chance, drinking with teachers would be boss haha. I miss alcohol but at the same time i think i shoul-
nope, i really miss alcohol. haha. Im kinda like that drunk character in any cheesy manga, plus i really want to try drunken fist one time- i might be a genius haha who knows.
I must say, slowly being able to speak is an awesome feeling, im so happy that finally i am learning a second language. I cant wait to get even better.! Its like, every human has a spirit within them and how they connect the spirit with their brain to make communication is called a language in my opinion- as long as you are calm and not over thinking everything you can successfully connect your spirit with the persons you are talking to- like, sometimes what i say is just like 'derp derp derp' but the people here are like, 'well hey, your not perfectly fluent, but i get all of waht your saying and thats pretty cool man' and it means alot to achieve that i think. Next is leveling up my spirit and getting all PERFECTS or GODLIKE when it comes to making sentences. Haha, this is just my crazy-game-affected mind talking, but whenever someone talks, i imagine at the end or during a sentence that a green GOOD or like a red BAD comes out, and i think im finally at the GOOD/the occassional golden PERFECT. Also for Australians, japanese pronounciation is awesomelly easy so whenever i speak its kinda misleading, i sound alright, but i cant yet connect everything haha.
Today i rocked up into the Kyudo (way of the bow) club in my kendo (way of the sword) club outfit to see the american exchange students shoot some arrows, and everyone was like, you look SO cool, the clothes suit you so well! And i was like...heh heh heh last time i wore clothes like this i was drunk on happiness at a halloween party eating stake with a fork and no knife....yeaahh you were all thereee haha good times goooood times. (had lotsa practice)
But yeah, kendo is tough, and i think ive gained some muscle from it so thats a plus. I havent lost weight around the belly like i thought i would...yet. Damn japanese are skinny by nature so its kinda embarrassing when we have to change clothes for clubs or sports, but ive gotten used to struttin my stuff by now haha. Proud of the fat yieew.. But on a bad note its really bad how natural it is in countries like Aus and the US see fat around the belly as natural. Like, after being surrounded by a society that all hold perfect bodies is just like.....when did i get this fat?! I think the amount of bad foods/little exercise/constant sitting has finally been noticed by me (sorry for poor grammar) and yeahhhh where am i going with this. Thats another thing, when i talk to people sometimes im just like wtf am i trying to say haha. I dunno japanese is just so opposite to english so there is so much doubt in grammar, but meh im learning.
Aight im pretty tired, i think the combination of suddenly switching between constant japanese to english, and hard effort at kendo is getting to me, ima sleep early.
You all try to get a good sleeping pattern too, and wake up a little earlier if you can ok? Its good for you, the occassional sleep in a nice but addictive yeah? And excercize, go for a walk with a friend or go buy something at the local store. I sound like a healthy fitness advisor haha sorry.
Anyhow, speak to yall soon,
Alex

Chocolate

I found the best chocolate in Germany.

It's chocolate and oreos, actually so nice. ( I know I shouldn't be eating chocolate at 9 am but meh.)

look at these shoes

i want them how would you even walk in them though

These are my last moments in this house so I'm spending them on the chair where I always sat

Fuck this is so sad but it's something I absolutely must do


Bye 5 months house

ok wtf

so im at the oratory like 1 hour ago and all of a sudden marina just calls me and is like, 'yeah you're being picked up at 8 pm tonight'.

so i have to like quickly say final goodbyes but i only manage to get 3 in, then run home to start packing and then i have to somehow figure out how to get my host parents a gift but theres fucking no time i'm just gonna have to give them money this is not a good situation! atm its 6:20 so 1.5 hrs left and i'm pretty much finished packing clothes, which take up my entire suitcase just them so all my misc shit is gonna have to come seperately in a box or something... what the hell why didnt they give me any warning??
on the plus side it's about 10 days with marina before i get my new family which means that i get an extra half month with the new family i'll have who I assume are awesome and much better than this one based off of that they have a daughter my age who just finished her final school exams + a kid who's been on exchange to australia (maybe the same girl idk) + the mum is an english teacher so i guess i could do my 'volunteer work' for her marking english papers and stuff? ++they probably have a number of absurd luxuries such as TV, an oven, and constant hot water ++ they might have pets!

even though for these last two days I've been pretty angry and at odds with my family here in macomer they've been pretty great. the fuckin worst part is that because i didnt know about this till like 4 hours before there was no opportunity to buy them a gift and they have done so much shit for me + paid for so much shit for me + taken me in and treated me with so much kindness I can't not get them a thank-you gift? but there's no fucking time!! shit!!

oh fuck it's 6:30 i gtg finish packing anyway i'm probably not gonna be on the computer much for these next few days and then possibly the last few months as well. idk maybe I will, but i dont want this new family to turn out to be like this one where i spent all the time on the computer cause there was literally nothing to do the entire time and I was at home by myself

good fun anyway shit i type fast 6:32 time is fucking leavign me imma go! laters!

I told my host parents

It didnt go well I can't wait to get the fuck out of here

Water Bender and Earth Bender

look at this fucking catepillar

and it turns into this after the cocoon stage!

it's so fuzzy and cute. I think it would make a great pet if it was like 20 times bigger.

Yo Smaz, ima let you finish, but ma name is the BEST NAME OF ALL TIME!!!

Aight, so because of Smaz posting his name, I decided to check mine out and here are the top two results

1.	Lambert	61 up, 42 down
	Defined by the actions of former American Idol contestant Adam Lambert onstage, in which he grasped a dancer by the back of the head. He then proceeded to shove the dancer's face into his groin, and thrust his hips vigorously. The action of thrusting one's hips into someone's face is now known as a "Lambert". Man, that girl's a butterface! It's a good thing I don't have to look at it when I lambert her. 2. lambert 82 up, 81 down a mean ass sheep that beats you with his ass. oh fuck! its lambert!! So yeah, that's ma name! Peace!!

Today I had one of those moments

They happen to me a lot, it's like the moment when I'm sitting somewhere, maybe on a plane, train or even just watching stuff and I have my iPod on. And suddenly a song will come on. There are a few of them but they will instantly make me remember one of our friendship events things. Like Schoolies or Blackheath or just chilling, or one of the drinking in the park events or clubbing. And it always makes me smile. You know I can't help it. It's just like a movie playing in my head.
Today, I had one of those and it was nice. It was to an Ice Age 4 song, which we don't even have a memory too, it just reminded me of Hui saying "We are Ohana" on Skype.
We Found Love is a big one for bringing up memories too.

yo guys

remember how my urban dictionary definition was 'a girl who gives head to random guys?'

(which was pretty good anyway)

now according to urban dictionary smaz means

Smaz 3 thumbs up To be amazing or awesome to the point of annoyance. I feel like I'm smazzing you with all my talk about my trip to the centre of the earth.

ain't that cool
sorry I'm so awesome it's annoying, but one of us had to out-awesome lambert some day

(what the hell is this, now I have really high standards to live up to...)

Interesting

Old people are sad...

I've been going to see my grandfather in the hospital every other day or so, and its pretty sad to see what he's become. I remember him running and picking stuff up and going to work, normal things, that are just totally out of his league now. He's only 82, but he can't walk and can barley speak (he's had a couple strokes i think) and so he needs constant care, but he wants to come home but he can't because my grandmother can't look after him, my mothers here to look after her! she's pretty bad as well, needs a walking stick everywhere and I have to help her up stairs and stuff. also she hasn't been to see him in hospital, not since i've been here anyway. She'll sit in the car or stay home. it's just a little depressing.

It's weird to think that theirs was the generation that rebuilt Japan after WWII, and they did a pretty good job too, turning it into one of the worlds biggest economies in less than 40 years. But now they can't walk up stairs.

And when you look around Japan, there is an astounding number of old people, it's like the whole country shouldn't be able to function. You'll see old people doing crazy jobs too, like building houses and being delivery boys, well delivery men.

And everyone is crazy fucking polite and helpful and the service everywhere is just amazing.

This whole country is just a little bit cray.

niggas in kyoto.

Random anon hate

I got random anon hate on tumblr for saying the USA is not so great. I laughed at them.

And then i realised that it was smiling at me

Royalty downloading.

Excited

Just cause it should be

For those that were asleep, it's our gay skype group picture

heres that original pic

maggot face under microscope

hey guys dis girl stuck in a swing

Sob looking through my blogger images thing

I'm such an embarassing person. Here I'm going to post some cause like yea. idk lol.
so here is some featuring some of us a few years ago lawl.Sob I post a lot of selcas....

I can't work out how to post the video from this, but here is something kinda cool. They actually made a live action version of the simpsons intro.

http://i-have-the-suds.tumblr.com/post/26286907493

Stuff.

 My aunt started a tumblr. I'm not sure how to feel about this.

looking back on all the images I ever used on the blog... bring back memories man, jus the incidental stuff

shit mang there are some really embarassing terrible ones here but also some pretty good ones
if you go, insert image, then 'from the blog' you can see all the ones you've posted

oh shit oh shit oh shit ho shit guys

guys

so I'm playing a rom hack of pokemon white where there are all pokemon included
and I fucking find
a shiny piplup with the secret ability



what the hell why does this have to be on an emulator why can't I get this guy irl aaauugghhhh

Guys, I met a Nobel Prize Winner

So we went to Lindau overnight from Friday to Saturday and at my hotel, they were having the 62nd meeting of Nobel Laureates. It happens there every year and this one is dedicated to Physics. I met the guy, Prof. Doc. John Hall who won the Physics prize in 2005. He did work in Spectroscopy if you are interested. He was very nice, and we talked in the lift.
While we were waiting for a taxi that would take us to inner city Lindau, we saw several of them as well, like the guy who proved CFCs erode the ozone layer and the guy that showed the universe expansion is accelerating, who works at ANU.
It was pretty cool