69 cent pussi

So much wooden resources are wasted on disposable chopsticks

I was thinking. Like, when you guys are ready....
Lets buy an apartment together?

i got a free house for a few days

but its really boring cause its just me sitting at home watching community all day

man i promised i would be proactive and clean my house and my room



but nope rewatching community is better
i hope i never end up in an apartment by myself fuck

Christmas night 2k12

Hui draped in an american flag consuming a jar of nutella while watching jersey shore on her laptop computer

merry christmas guys

i guess its almost over huh


oh well

i got a coffee machine whatd you guys get

Merry Christmas all

My thinking pattern this year:
Shit gotta get ready for Japan, Is my money ok? Have to keep working. oh shit i partied so  much last night i better watch my savings. Shit only 2 weeks left till i got to go to Japan. Crap i had another fight with my mum last night i better say sorry to her when work is over. I cant believe im working at a salon how desperate am i for money. Is taekwondo over yet? Man i should probably stop eating so much. Hows my money, check on the internet. Why is my brother so awkward i should say something more. My dog is so cute. Why does my future have to be different from all the other guys. I might buy petrol for my mum im always using her car. Hui looks really cute in winter clothes crap ilook like a stalker on the internet. may aswell check my savings. Gary from tkd is really nice giving me a job so i can save for Japan. One more chocolate. Ok and then a glass of chocolate milk. Its my last night here i cant believe im in japan tomorrow.

I hope my money lasts the whole time. May aswell have a small lunch. Who are all these people? They all look like anime nerds. I guess im in the right environment. So much pressure what is my host family gonna be like? They speak english i have to show them im not here for that in a subtle way. He keeps talking in english just show awkwardness. My homeroom teacher looks alot like Jon, its relaxing. My intentional awkwardness has created an accidental gap between us. This school is cool. where do i go? 400 for a one term bus ticket? I guess i can spend some cash on a vending machine. Snow is so awesome i cant believe its infront of me. Like im gonna listen in class i barely understand them. Japanese teachers are so strict but nice at the same time. I look like an 80 year old in a class of primary school kids. Shes really good looking actually. Wish i could date here huh.
Japan is just like a pokemon game.
Kanazawa? Tests finished, im relieved but its not like i had any pressure in the first place. Money is doing ok, shouldnt have bought that shirt from Zara. Nah i dont regret it i plan to wear it till im 80. Keep acting straight, you know how Japan is. She is really hot. Dont think too much about him itll break your role. I can really eat alot. Japanese transport is so expensive. Their english is too good dont hang out with them too much. I have no clue what they are doing.

Just keep trying harder. Stay patient, sleep early and you will be fine. I kinda wanna quit. No dont quit i wanna return with a good body. I eat to much in the first place. Have i spent any money? Everyday? Cmon... As if, im not a robot. Look at the kendo team they start after us and finish before us. I cant do this anymore im quitting. He is so hard to talk to.

Kendo is much better but very awkward cause i was training with those guys just before. Nah ill skip club today i wanna hang out. One piece actually has a good storyline. How do you read this kanji? Man i cant sleep. Sleeping is so easy here. I wish i could date her huh shes completely into me. Yeah sure i can spend a dollar on a vending machine. Fireworks are so useless, why does wasting some gunpowder entertain us, and why take a million pictures of them that you are never gonna look back on. Shit i spend alot today.


What is that word? People here like to act like know it alls. I miss my friends. I havent spoken to Lamby in a while. Whos this guy. I guess i can start accepting myself more. Whats the pronounciation again? Crap movie tickets are expensive.

How do you say this kanji?

This family is alot quieter than the last one. I didnt have to create any awkwardness and im already awkward here. Ill go out more. I dont even like Japanese icecream that much. Who is this person again? Ill get this for maxim its really cute. Oh shit i have to get gifts. Hows money. Crap i have to mail family more. I cant talk too much on the internet or else im not here. Fuck it im gonna spend all the time on the internet.

Tokyo is way awesome.

Fuck that lady. i aint sleeping here. Who? Pronounciation? Money? Spelling? Money? Money? MONEY

2012: Mon Summarie

did i just move countries??

merry christmas eve yall

hope yall have been havin a sweet tiem and that you guize get errything u want out of this year and christmas and all that.

also churros are the best shizz mang.
and the sun set at 3pm today

2012: My Summary

Since I probably won't have internet on New Year's Eve, I am going to write and post this now.
I guess I want to talk about 2012 for me, and what I have learnt because I guess, in terms of self-discovery, it has been one of the more eventful years.
You all pretty much know about what has happened this year with me, from the university, to the family, to the job, the bad situation and the more recent stuff. And I've received a variety of reactions about my last 6 months, from comments like "waste of time" to "needed realisation" to "We've all been there" to "Stuck in a rut" from various family and friends.
I would suppose that because I wasn't at University and I didn't have a job that this could be classified as a waste of time, and I'm not stupid enough to think that none of you think that. That's ok with me.
This year has been a lot of things, but I would not say it has been a waste of time, because it brought me to a realisation that I needed to come to. One, that I probably should have realised a while ago and one, that you guys have had or will get to eventually, maybe never but I guess it depends on the person.

This may sound kind of odd and a little new age crap but just stick with me.
My realisation is that, this is my life. I know that we all know that about our own respective lives to a degree but I seriously mean it; someone else is not going to give 2 shits about my life when all is said and done. I don't mean, you don't care about my well-being or something along those lines. I mean, the only person who is going to experience my life and suffer if it's not good, is me. The same goes for everyone and their respective lives.
So if this is my life, and ultimately the satisfaction is only my own, then is there any point in being unhappy?
One day in October, I was sitting in a park, exhausted and slightly depressed and I asked myself a question; "honestly, in the next 80 or so years, what do you want?" And I thought about it, and the usual answers ran through my head, "A job, a house, friends" and then I thought to myself, "Really, you have a job now, you have a house and you have friends, yet you are sitting in work clothes in a windy park at 7:30am, so you don't have to explain this to your mother, you want this, don't you? if not, what the fuck are you doing wrong then?".
I thought some more about the difference between what I wanted and what I had and I decided that it was more along the lines of a difference in me. I mean, we are all taught to get that job and that car and that phone and that holiday and that house with space and I've watched my parents do that, and my grandparents have that and you know, I don't think they've been happy for most of it. Everyone around me seems to spend their time between work and home and they spend their time at work wishing they were at home and their time at home, wishing they had more time, so they could do more things they don't actually want to do, like filing and shopping, so they have time for all the things they want to do, but they never really get round to it. Waiting for the holidays but never really living them because the realisation crashes down on day 2, that they have to go back to real life and real life sucks.
So sitting on a bench, in a cold park in my work clothes, I decided "Ultimately, I don't really care what I do, or what I get, all I pretty much want is to be happy; I have the life choice, no one else is going to have the ultimate power in deciding how I spend my life, and no-one else is going to truly be me and make the decision. So if I want to be happy, then I can be and I don't have to spend my life living for the weekend or sitting in a job, I don't want" And it seems like a stupidly irrelevant decision for all the shit in 2012, but it isn't. Honestly, after working to Engineering for 4 years, I've decided that Civil Engineering is not really how I want to spend my life, because it doesn't make me happy.
And honestly, I want a magnificent life and this isn't going to be magnificent. It just isn't.

I don't really know 100% what I want to do, but I think I'm just going to try a few things. I will go back to University, and change my major, maybe to Media and Environmental Engineering. Because I like environmental stuff, and I like media and I've pretty much realised that we can all do anything if we try. We really can, trust me, we can all learn and that's all you need.
In the meantime, I have you guys as friends and an interview at Bunnings, so I can get a job and maybe buy a new laptop and I have my film and my family and you know that's all I need for now.
So thanks for being there for me in 2012, and I hope to see you all in 2013.

Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year
I love you all

goddamnit fashion

look at this shoe.
looks like somebody gone wrap a boot in plastic then twisted some skinny belts round it. them y be tryin to sell this for $399.99.
why.

also, people freakin pay by cheque in france. like they stand there and write out a cheque and show they ID and errything. why omg. it takes soooo long. its like the most annoying thing when you're just trying to buy cereal at the supermarket and the person in front is like writing out a cheque omg.

and i've been showin my parents how to watch tv episodes on the internet and they havnt stopped.

my heaven

i found it. in the shape of a ffrozen food store

its called picard and its a store that only has freezers. and it only sells frozen shit like tv dinners and frozen vegetables and deserts etc. goddamnit if i lived in france thats all i would eat. the meals taste amazing liek airplane food.
they even have frozen bread and baby food and frozen meats and canapes and cheese and crepes and hors d'oerves 

I always thought 'Mathematicians' were 'Mathemagicians'

I need addresses

Hey,
So I need you guys addresses so I can send you Indian postcards but currently I only have jons, huis, ru's and Alex's, so I need others and I won't have Internet for most of the time so I need them beforehand. Fb message is cool if Internet privacy and such.
Hope all is well
Emily

can i just say

indonesian food is pretty good man

Sup

Whats up guys? I haven't seen you peeps long time. Where we all at? I feel like we should party together soon. Love Manakon.

hey nigga's it aint christmas yet but soon it will be

Consecuivity

Hey guys, so today's the last properly consecutive day for a fair while, as it's 12/12/2012. That's pretty cool. I wish there were more special days like this. I remember the last day like this I was at the Gold Coast, I think at 11:11 on 11/11/11 I was at Maxim's grandparents house with Maxim and Madisun. Then we met up with some of you guys and had an awesome Schoolies time.

So that's pretty much it. I just thought I should make a post, make anyone that wasn't aware of the significance of this day aware of it. So see ya later guys and make this an awesome day!!!

bore dough

a lot of expensive wine was wasted on hui. i went on this wine tasting thing with my parents and parents friends and ended up playing with 8-12 year olds.

all the wine was red and fancy shizz and i was unable to appreciate any of it but i now have an extensive knowledge of the many ways wine is made.

one of the adults had his hood on and the tour guide thought he looked funny and was all like "you look like you have a condom on your head" and everyone especially my mother laughed like it was funniest shit eva but then the 8 year old was like "lol wut i dont get it" and ran around everywhere yelling "COndo on your headd!!" for like the whole day and didnt get the joke.

i went out with my sister and her friends last night for some guy's berfday and that was pretty fun. it was like hangin out wit u guys and evryone was like holding cups of mojito on da tram. the best part was everyone slowly walkin back to the apartment bein pretty drank at 2am from da pub like on the pretty streets of bordeaux. bon nuit now.

Yo Smaz

You've probably already heard this, but like I thought you might appreciate it anyway...

http://www.theglitchmob.com/updates/246760-the-prodigy-breathe-the-glitch-mob-remix

It's pretty amazing... I mean, it could always do with more bass, but its still pretty amazing..

so much respect for macklemore

so like I've been making this song because I'm getting my ass into making music right now,

and for ages I've had this idea of sampling scenic world by beirut in a song (and I still am and tbh I reckon it's sounding pretty great just wait)

but then I found out today macklemore went ahead and sampled the other version of the same song in his song 'irish celebration' which is pretty fuckin good




wow this guy man
this guy

So guys, I did this thing today that I've now been doing for 3 years.

I think it was like 2009. I can't remember exactly, but, I wrote a letter to myself to be opened on the 3rd of December 2014, so 5 years in the future.

Every 6 months or so, I write myself a letter about what's happening with me and where I want to be on the 3rd of December 2014. What I wish for myself and such.

Every letter, I seal in an envelope and put it in the big envelope with the others.
There are now 6 letters and probably another 4 or so to go.

I dunno why I told you this. Also, because people keep bugging me, I did a mass upload of one album to facebook. There are like 6 events there, but I'm not doing any more, cause I honestly, cannot be bothered. the hogghogghoggtumblr will be slowly updated with more photos.

So is anyone free this week?

My sister is just generally being a shit and she is on holidays
And she's anxious or something about the whole moving to Germany thing
So she's being the most horrible and rude person on the planet.
Point, need to get out of the house, anyone free?

in a pink girly ass room in bordeaux

im in bordeaux now
the room im staying in belongs to a 15 year old french girl
i think she likes pink
she also has a fish which was not included in the information
i feel like im now responsible for the fish
but how much food do i feed it? and how often? what kind of light and temperature does it like? i dont even know what type of fish this is.
im really worried that it'll die under my care since everything i touch dies.
omg and the water is starting to look murky already

guys i didnt know that the australian flag was decided in british times as some christian/jewish conspiracy thing

but i guess i was wrong right?

edit: oh wait there's more that i didn't read

Australasia, according to God's infallible Prophecies, is about to acquire a new Sovereign. That Sovereign according to Prophecy is going to be Christ in person wearing a new body from the Israelite tribe of Joseph/Ephraim (Genesis 49:10 & 22-24 Authorised Version)(Please see my "On The Way to Emmaus Again" Booklet.).

please tell me I'm not the only one thinking this is dumb