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Wednesday, January 13, 2016

hatin & spewin

hey guys
this is a rant
i am sad
so very sad

still havnt been offered a scholarship
thats ok
whats not ok is other people who literally have done jack all last year and who have shitty GPAs have been offered one.
like dude
i have research experience
and a pretty good GPA
+ I worked my butt of every single day last year
and did an extra research unit
for fucks sake
like seriously
people who did not do shit. only came in 2-3 days a week. who didnt even turn up to lectures for 2 years. who literally have a pass average.
i am mad as hell.

why do people keep getting handouts despite not doin shit
like fuck i put my all into my shit last year
i cant think of anything i could have had improved on

fuck it man
i give up
what is this system
all that cryin and sweating
i couldnt even work for real money last year
what even is the point

3 comments:

  1. hui maybe they have decided to give you the best one?

    But seriously man, that sucks. Will they tell you if you don't recieve one? or is it just kinda a 'we'll let you know' and never actually does thing.

    The amount of work you put in is really obvious to everyone, so like I know it's hard but try not to worry, I'm sure you'll hear soon

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  2. ITS OK HUI LOOK ITS GOOD!!! BELIEVEEEE

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  3. its hard to believe sometimes! i really thought i wasnt gonna get it and it was the most disheartening thing to check the site 3 times a day and getting a 'no scholarships have been offered' message while other people were posting their offers on facebook

    its all good now thanks guys!

    maybe i need to get off social media. that anxiety man.

    :)

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i say hell no.... u