Thursday, January 30, 2014
Wednesday, January 29, 2014
help i want skateboard but how excessive do i need to be
the green money one is 160 bucks, the red PB&J one is 190 bucks.
i can get one or the other or both for 350 (incl postage)
or i can this fully custom dream skateboard for 380 bucks (incl postage)
WHAT SHOULD I DO
im going to produce my options in the order of excessiveness starting from the least to most please help me seriously!!!!
1) the money 1 (160)
2) the PB&J 1 (190)
3) both money + PB&J (350)
4) the sick custom one (380)
do i really need 2?? i kinda want it.. what.. i dont know what i want nemoar
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
Thursday, January 23, 2014
Monday, January 20, 2014
Wednesday, January 15, 2014
Saturday, January 11, 2014
Wednesday, January 8, 2014
Tuesday, January 7, 2014
don't read
i really just need to speak about this its been on my mind for a while.
Why do we need to live. Really. Why.
Isn't it a bit ignorant just to reply with, "even though we are all going to die in the end, it's how you live your life that counts, have fun and yada yada yada"
What is it that makes us all want to have be in a relationship and have kids; it's purely instinctual and bestial in a sense "we MUST keep the human race alive and produce more!" but why?
So i decided if i ever get a job, i won't be pursuing a career that lives off other jobs (i.e accounting or management) or that is in hospitality. No way. I have decided that two things only make my life worth living really, it just makes sense.
I want to do something for this world, change 'something' or discover 'something'...help us advance as a race and give my life and this weird human race a purpose.
And by means of deduction really the only two fields that fit this description are
a) enter a scientific field
b) become a teacher (by doing this i can at least have relief of persuading the next generation to do the same)
It's just so stupid. I saw an old man walking down the street, he had mid length gray hair, used a walking stick with his hunched posture and wore a grey suit, that looked like a naval-generals outfit, and the appropriate badges to suit the profession dangling above his left pocket on his chest. But above most, his face... it looked helpless. Turn back the time machine 40 odd years and we might be looking at a good-looking, successful, fearless; motivated.
He probably has a life in which involve things i'd never even heard of, been to a certain country and met a few certain people and did a few certain activities that would make my eyebrows raise with awe.
But right now...as i think. Doesn't everyone have one of these lives? Was that their goal in life? Do we even need goals?
I walked into the supermarket and saw the array of vegetables and fruits that confront the eye, begging to be bought by any entering customer. But this time, i don't know why, i just thought... how fucking easy is this life. The fruits, imported from all over, the vegetables too. I don't have to search for calories to make it to the next day, rather i have to avoid calories so that i don't put on weight.
How embarrassing.
Above all things in searching for a job, we are told to enjoy it. But i have this scarred rule in my head, saying that i need to earn as much money as i can. With such a low esteem for job hunting, let alone a goal that is so high on the pedistool i can't even reach the legs of...
Why do we need to live. Really. Why.
Isn't it a bit ignorant just to reply with, "even though we are all going to die in the end, it's how you live your life that counts, have fun and yada yada yada"
What is it that makes us all want to have be in a relationship and have kids; it's purely instinctual and bestial in a sense "we MUST keep the human race alive and produce more!" but why?
So i decided if i ever get a job, i won't be pursuing a career that lives off other jobs (i.e accounting or management) or that is in hospitality. No way. I have decided that two things only make my life worth living really, it just makes sense.
I want to do something for this world, change 'something' or discover 'something'...help us advance as a race and give my life and this weird human race a purpose.
And by means of deduction really the only two fields that fit this description are
a) enter a scientific field
b) become a teacher (by doing this i can at least have relief of persuading the next generation to do the same)
It's just so stupid. I saw an old man walking down the street, he had mid length gray hair, used a walking stick with his hunched posture and wore a grey suit, that looked like a naval-generals outfit, and the appropriate badges to suit the profession dangling above his left pocket on his chest. But above most, his face... it looked helpless. Turn back the time machine 40 odd years and we might be looking at a good-looking, successful, fearless; motivated.
He probably has a life in which involve things i'd never even heard of, been to a certain country and met a few certain people and did a few certain activities that would make my eyebrows raise with awe.
But right now...as i think. Doesn't everyone have one of these lives? Was that their goal in life? Do we even need goals?
I walked into the supermarket and saw the array of vegetables and fruits that confront the eye, begging to be bought by any entering customer. But this time, i don't know why, i just thought... how fucking easy is this life. The fruits, imported from all over, the vegetables too. I don't have to search for calories to make it to the next day, rather i have to avoid calories so that i don't put on weight.
How embarrassing.
Above all things in searching for a job, we are told to enjoy it. But i have this scarred rule in my head, saying that i need to earn as much money as i can. With such a low esteem for job hunting, let alone a goal that is so high on the pedistool i can't even reach the legs of...
Monday, January 6, 2014
And when I'm gone, the whole crew sing a swan song cause we are all just thinking timebombs
Hey friends,
Today. I just came back from one of the most socially awkward experience since my time in Canada. It wasn't like those awkward times when I said something stupid or did something dumb and it made it weird for a split second to like 10 minutes (I mean sure at that time it felt like an eternity) but this one was made of messy feelings that a prepubescent teen would experience changing schools half way through semester of grade 9.You know the kind that makes you awkwardly get your provided lunch and make your way to the seat next to your only friend only to see a group of cooler people surround him and all the other seats look taken so you decide the best decision to do is to spend your 15 minute break time walking around the building and eating by yourself.
yea that sort of thing.
So turns out I'm really involved in this organization and I went to this two day conference for the weekend. The details of it are like, it's a conference for everyone in the national team to attend (basically everyone else was a veteran of the organization) so I only knew one person who was from Toronto and the other 3 from Toronto, well I only know of them. Anyway at this conference all these 4th and 5th year college students come together to talk about stuff and I don't get most of it so I can't even make conversation and I was just a mess.
Infact the social anxiety affected me so much that I became so dam awkward that the awkward experiences that grew from it is still bothering me to the point where I have to tell everyone about it to get it off my chest. The only other person in a similar position to me was this guy who had the same role as me cause our role isn't really important, we're more like foot soldiers.
Anyway, this is my uni life now. It's kinda boring. Maybe I'll switch back to partying next year. I don't mind it though.
This experience pretty much made me feel like the beginning of highschool all over again (such dark times).
peace
Today. I just came back from one of the most socially awkward experience since my time in Canada. It wasn't like those awkward times when I said something stupid or did something dumb and it made it weird for a split second to like 10 minutes (I mean sure at that time it felt like an eternity) but this one was made of messy feelings that a prepubescent teen would experience changing schools half way through semester of grade 9.You know the kind that makes you awkwardly get your provided lunch and make your way to the seat next to your only friend only to see a group of cooler people surround him and all the other seats look taken so you decide the best decision to do is to spend your 15 minute break time walking around the building and eating by yourself.
yea that sort of thing.
So turns out I'm really involved in this organization and I went to this two day conference for the weekend. The details of it are like, it's a conference for everyone in the national team to attend (basically everyone else was a veteran of the organization) so I only knew one person who was from Toronto and the other 3 from Toronto, well I only know of them. Anyway at this conference all these 4th and 5th year college students come together to talk about stuff and I don't get most of it so I can't even make conversation and I was just a mess.
Infact the social anxiety affected me so much that I became so dam awkward that the awkward experiences that grew from it is still bothering me to the point where I have to tell everyone about it to get it off my chest. The only other person in a similar position to me was this guy who had the same role as me cause our role isn't really important, we're more like foot soldiers.
Anyway, this is my uni life now. It's kinda boring. Maybe I'll switch back to partying next year. I don't mind it though.
This experience pretty much made me feel like the beginning of highschool all over again (such dark times).
peace
Saturday, January 4, 2014
Thursday, January 2, 2014
Hey so it's 2014
Christmas and New Year are passed now, and it's 2014.
I do apologise for any weird spaces in this post, my enter key is still not working, so I have to basically copy spacing from other places, it's irritating.
This is a bit philosophical. That tends to happen. I kinda like it. I'm not trying to be profound or fake it, I just think like this literally all the time, and I get the feeling that people sometimes think I'm trying to be super philosophical to be profound or sound important but I speak to myself in my own head like this, it's just how I think.
Anyway, 2013 wasn't the best but hey, you all knew that, and I'm going to focus on the positives because that's what I'm taking away from 2013. 2012 taught me that being happy is really important, like more important than I ever thought possible, and 2013 taught me that you know it might be terrible but you can still laugh. You can still laugh when you are terrified or angry or even a bit sad and that seems like a weird thing. I guess it's a way of dealing with things.
So 2014 is a year for being ok. 2014 is my year for moving on and going, this is ok, I can do this and accepting that while it's not all 100% right, it's going to be ok. I have some things I need to work through and I'm going to do that. I am going to go to Uni. I am going to deal with some social anxiety. I am going to be ok.
And I am aware this isn't terribly positive or super exciting or lets kick the New Year in the nuts and take victorious spoils from it's bag. It sounds a lot like a re-assurance, like I'm sitting in the corner holding some sort of blanket, saying it's going to be ok after a trauma of a year, and I would be lieing if I said this wasn't partly. But it's also me standing up after that and going, "I'm fine, it's cool", because even though it's not quite there yet, it will be.
Finally I would like to say thank you, to all of you, for being there for me this year. I know it can't have been easy as I put myself through a bucketload of anxiety, that may have made it worse. I am sorry that you have had to deal with this. But you guys have truly been my saviours in all senses of the word, and I think I would be hard-pressed to find better people, at least for me. I adore each and every one of you and while being friends is never the most easy task, you make it, the best part of my life. The last part of this year was almost the worst part of my life so far and you guys made that bearable and I thank you and love you from the bottom of my heart. I look forward to spending another year with you, because being with you guys is always better than just ok.
In true our friend fashion, see you all in 2014 cunts.
I do apologise for any weird spaces in this post, my enter key is still not working, so I have to basically copy spacing from other places, it's irritating.
This is a bit philosophical. That tends to happen. I kinda like it. I'm not trying to be profound or fake it, I just think like this literally all the time, and I get the feeling that people sometimes think I'm trying to be super philosophical to be profound or sound important but I speak to myself in my own head like this, it's just how I think.
Anyway, 2013 wasn't the best but hey, you all knew that, and I'm going to focus on the positives because that's what I'm taking away from 2013. 2012 taught me that being happy is really important, like more important than I ever thought possible, and 2013 taught me that you know it might be terrible but you can still laugh. You can still laugh when you are terrified or angry or even a bit sad and that seems like a weird thing. I guess it's a way of dealing with things.
So 2014 is a year for being ok. 2014 is my year for moving on and going, this is ok, I can do this and accepting that while it's not all 100% right, it's going to be ok. I have some things I need to work through and I'm going to do that. I am going to go to Uni. I am going to deal with some social anxiety. I am going to be ok.
And I am aware this isn't terribly positive or super exciting or lets kick the New Year in the nuts and take victorious spoils from it's bag. It sounds a lot like a re-assurance, like I'm sitting in the corner holding some sort of blanket, saying it's going to be ok after a trauma of a year, and I would be lieing if I said this wasn't partly. But it's also me standing up after that and going, "I'm fine, it's cool", because even though it's not quite there yet, it will be.
Finally I would like to say thank you, to all of you, for being there for me this year. I know it can't have been easy as I put myself through a bucketload of anxiety, that may have made it worse. I am sorry that you have had to deal with this. But you guys have truly been my saviours in all senses of the word, and I think I would be hard-pressed to find better people, at least for me. I adore each and every one of you and while being friends is never the most easy task, you make it, the best part of my life. The last part of this year was almost the worst part of my life so far and you guys made that bearable and I thank you and love you from the bottom of my heart. I look forward to spending another year with you, because being with you guys is always better than just ok.
In true our friend fashion, see you all in 2014 cunts.
earth goes round again
hey guys.
im so happy.
im gonna do a hui wrap up of 2013. as im typing this i have no plan. so sorry if i dont make sens.e (like right now i dont know what im going to type but here goes)
1) got job
3) got into art competition thing
4)watched so much survivor
5) my friends are so much the best (especially you guys)
6)canada is awesome
7) omg bali was the greatest
8)cambodia cool as well
9) odd future, xx
10) FRANZ FERDINAND !!
11) begin obsession with sprouse twins and cole sprouses girlfriend
2013 finish woo
what resolutions do you kiddies have? im going to be better at alcohol (cos my drank game weak), gonna tone up, grow taller and never stop partying
im so happy.
im gonna do a hui wrap up of 2013. as im typing this i have no plan. so sorry if i dont make sens.e (like right now i dont know what im going to type but here goes)
1) got job
3) got into art competition thing
4)watched so much survivor
5) my friends are so much the best (especially you guys)
6)canada is awesome
7) omg bali was the greatest
8)cambodia cool as well
9) odd future, xx
10) FRANZ FERDINAND !!
11) begin obsession with sprouse twins and cole sprouses girlfriend
2013 finish woo
what resolutions do you kiddies have? im going to be better at alcohol (cos my drank game weak), gonna tone up, grow taller and never stop partying
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