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I dunno what to do

I dunno how to say this but illness stuff is bad rn. I hate having to tell you this but it's an honest truth right now. I hate having to tell you, cause first, I have to admit it to myself, which is fucking hard, cause it sort of feels like failure. I also feel like I'm stressing you guys out, which I'm sorry if I am.

And like I have a cough thing at the moment so that might be making things worse, but even without that, things weren't great and I've been trying to tell you guys for weeks, but as I said, it's hard to say, cause like I don't want to be the person that is that stress out, and you can talk to me about it, if you're worried, like I'm cool to answer questions, I'm not in danger or seriously hurt, whatever I've got is just flaring so things are shitty.

And I can't pretend they aren't, which if I'm 100% honest with you, and like I'm only going to say this once, I do pretend, I pretend constantly that everything is better than it is, and I'm ok pretending most of the time but like you need to know that not everything is ok right now. I mean I go through ups and downs of how many symptoms I experience with the days and how optimistic I am and how much I pretend it's not affecting me, not necessarily related, but like it's pretty bad right now, so yeah I needed to tell you guys that.

Anyway, here is a photo from Europe, and a resource of gifs that I favourited ages ago and forgot about (here)

Digressing as usual

So we are still trying to find out the real causes of what it means for one sex to desire another of the same sex.
As a human race we breed, subconsciously passing on knowledge to the next generation and so forth to advance in this world. We have certain instincts, like that of a tiny bacteria we essentially yearn for certain things for survival, reproduction being one of them. Although now, rather than being a tiny bacteria, it is way more complex, food, water, shelter, other people, knowledge and such we still strive for. But what if, we eliminated one of these?
What if, that is, there was no sense of future in our neural workings... Rather nothing to continue on out, where sex is carried out for more a pleasure or stress relieving task than to reproduce.
I was just thinking, in Japanese history it was told during the "heian period" (maybe i'll try add a link here), also known as the 'peace era' way back somewhere around 800 years ago. In this period it was known that there were a lot of homosexual relationships. Is it harmony, that lack of urgency that gives us too much freedom to follow our 'natural order,' i.e gaining weight being a problem for the masses in the past, has been shifted to losing weight and trying to get fit in the present.
Perhaps it is a shift in the human psyche that is necessary for the future beings. Perhaps it is a hindrance, or a sign of something wrong; which is why so many people are against it naturally beyond rationality.
I remember learning that in ancient greece it was custom that a younger boy would be paired up with an older man in the military, the older being the mentor and the younger being the pupil, and the younger had to submit to any sexual desire the older would ask of him. It was considered a bonding for the military, a sense of belonging and more reason to fight, apparently.

Some of these arguments would sound completely ridiculous to some, and unfortunately i can't see how, which is why i want you to reply to this theory, and annotate it if you can to help build a better thought.

I think too much, this is a social network so i may as well take advantage of your minds too to help unload some pressure haha.

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This week in school

Subject: Visual Arts Class Sometimes, being surrounded by lots of like really asian people who only do maths, commerce and economics shit, i get really confused as to why i'm majoring in art cause it's like, majoring in hoboness or something.

Anyway, that's beside the point. I'm going to tell you about how I semi-fucked up my first art assignment in my contemporary art class.

So we were told to bring to class a contemporary object. An object that encapsulates some part of contemporary culture. The object example he gave was condoms that were made in China (sexual openness, technology in contraception, outsourced products, global closeness etc.) and then we were meant to bring something that was along those lines.

On the day of the assignment due date, people brought like new Polaroid cameras (New products that take the shape of vintage objects), Selfies , Bitcoin (Electronic Currency), Bart Simpson T-shirt (commercialization, americaness), university diplomas etc etc. What I brought, was Condoms that were made in China. But I talked about how society today makes it so that your life is written for you already and all you have to do is do what you are told to survive the modern life.

So I basically just did what he told, like I brought the object that he used as the example. And after my presentation he was like:

"THAT HURRTTTTSSSS!! I'M REALLY HURRRRRRTTTTT!!!!!!! THAT HUUURTSS!! I'M NOT GOING TO GIVE ANY EXAMPLES OR SAY WHAT OTHER PEOPLE BROUGHT AGAIN! okay you know what, I get it. Fine, I get the point. ok, just, let's move on. Ok Thank you. SIGH"

I don't know what I did. I just hope he remembers me. (It's really hard to not look like just any other Quiet Asian Girl)

New coursework

I finished my assignments on time, yay, so I start new coursework this week.

But I'll admit, I'm kinda tired, like I want a break, I guess I'll do this semester and then maybe I'll take a break over the December holidays and go back to full-time Uni. Or not. I dunno, it seems shitty to complain, but I do miss those few weeks break where nothing is due and there is no coursework.

Oh well, have another photo from Europe, this time from a different mountain.

That moment

When things are relatable

45% assignments and such

I'm trying to write a report that's due tomorrow. It's not going well.

Have a photo I took while I was in Europe, up a mountain.

Kendrick Lamar talks Science

jemma is in europe

man I really miss her but i'm so glad she's having the best time :3

my life is probably not like your life

i diced an apple and filled a bowl with cereal.
opened the fridge
there is no milk, there is no juice

so i decide i'll eat my fruit and cereal dry
goes to room
sees takeaway coffee cup from yesterday
there's still some latte in it
it became the diluent of my breakfast

delicious day old caffeinated milk

thank you.

w00t

I thought i'd post now. I just had a spanish meetup with le smaz n marelanman. Man i drunk alot. it's rare that i come home at 2 (on a weds) and am v, fucking drink. Lol. So like, the group; it's a funny unwritten code aint it. Wheneevr we feel alone we tend to meet up more i guess, it's a safe backup! That's good, i really feel that that which we bond with eachother is loneliness, we all experienced it in our own ways, do you not agree? Loneliness, ain't it funny. Now i can't unsee us as a human race being no diferent from a group of bacteria that seeks to expand for no rational reason but to expand.
The world would be better without humans in my opinion. There are plenty of reasons to keep us here, but it does not out weigh that which why we should stay here.. greed; burden, that's what we are essentially. There is no greater purpose but amusement.

I sleep at night and dream of dolphins rescuing me from open oceans and sharks; who am i to listen to. But who aren't i to listen to. Why judge. Why not. Do your emotions constrict your judgmental views? But emotions make you human. What if we had no emotions?

I miss being 4. Not in school, not cognitively incapable, but incapable of remembering exactly where i left my lion king plushie around the house; yet still remembering it exists somewhere where i would leave it. It's almost like a dream living at that age, like a drunken swallowed dream. Parents speak of things we don't comprehend, only that which we pretend to understand yet don't really. Toys we play with are only limited by our imaginations and embarassment. Expectations are realised exceeded or unmet. Repeat.

How do we choose to live life now? We are capable of educated informative choice. Is it interest that segregates us, or our liberal desire? Do you like things because of nature or nurture? Does it matter in the long run? You may after all just be a video game character to dimensions incomprehensible.

This life is cruciating my mind, i just follow a distinct path between happy desirable and economical. Money is ajoke in my personal view.

I have no idea what i've written about nor if i will concieve it in the morn.. It's 2.26AM and i say, wtf am i livng for

Good night, may my body recover so it brings me passed dusk to waken and start anew

i feel like you need to get some spoek mathambo in ya + fuck yeah life is the best

the song i got the video^^ to start at (18:22) is called "dog to bone" and I've been listening to it non stop for like the last 2 weeks. its so good. just like. ((oh mang my weird south africa fetish man, where did that even come from..))



also yeah guys ive had an exceptional last 2 weeks. lotsa awesome shit happem. not gonna lie i was in a pretty bad place on account of my hands all throughout the holidays but the last 2 weeks, ever since uni started up again. I'm pretty much like, high on life right now and its legit the best thing ever. I'm repeating my self already?? aaa



how bout you guise. how're your lives going at the moment?

Interesting blog statistics

You know I was just thinking, this blog still receives something like 1500 hits a month and like it's not used that much by us, I'm just wondering where those hits come from.

In it's history, this blog has received almost 200,000 hits, even with the 6 or so of us that still visit regularly, maybe once a day, I'm just wondering where the average of 75 or so per day comes from?

If anyone is curious, in the entire history, our blog has amassed 183,014 hits, it's most popular post are Arthur Comics (Maxim), followed by two Dragon of the Day  posts (Lord of the Palmtrees), followed by How to Write a Prac Report (Smz), followed by my rant on Beauty pageants.

Also quite a large percentage of out current blog viewers come from the US and Russia, rather than Australia, interesting enough.