Tuesday, January 11, 2022

happy january

 it is january

Wednesday, October 20, 2021

happy october

 it is october

Sunday, March 7, 2021

we're living in the future


why is this so good tho this has no right to be this good

edit:uuuhhhhh hi umm. i see there is another post immediately before this with the same title. i thought i was safe because of the low posting frequency here. but it's when you think you are safe that you get caught out. anyway now we have to live two posts in a row called "living in the future" with meme versions of popular songs in them being on this blog like this forever

Wednesday, February 24, 2021

living in the future



a world where all kinds of music abominations can be shamelessly appreciated

Saturday, January 16, 2021

this is the best thing i've ever seen in my life

i cant stop watching ive watched like 6 times im crying from how good it is. 


I hope this worked

also hi happy 2021 guys did u know we had 2 posts last year

Friday, June 19, 2020

Friday, March 13, 2020

First Post of 2020!

Hello guys.

I've been thinking about how, when I was in high school, as a 15 year old scrolling through Kuroshitsuji forums. And then I'm in the forums reading conversations, and people being like "I'm 26 and I like anime and participate actively on these forums"...

And i'm like, wow dam, I hope I'm not going to be that 26 year old posting on Kuroshitsuji forums.. My life better be doing something more important then that. ...

And now, as the earth crosses over the sun... I've become that 26 year old, spending hours a week, watching videos of kpop girl groups - young girls singing and dancing...

Not sure if that's worst but now I've embraced it fully... The passage of time is strange. It's been a good life at least.

Thanks for reading.

Thursday, December 12, 2019

boy band / girl group is my favourite structure for musical acts



Could the western world pull off a genuine androgynous act without making it weird / political / tumblr?

Wednesday, July 31, 2019

i love tardigrades!!

like look at them wiggling around with their chubby little legs!! look at the way they move!!! they are so cute????????? thank you for coming to my ted talk



Tuesday, June 25, 2019

the one piece timeskip was 10 years ago

the one piece timeskip was 10 years ago

Monday, January 7, 2019

no mashup DJ appeals to all my music interests as much as DJ Schmolli



by the OG scream aim dance guy

Friday, November 23, 2018

why is corporate stuff so stressful

why is it always like.
"wow fantastic! would you like to come in for a catch up?"
like
why can't you just say "let's have an interview" why is corporate culture so veiled by this weird mask of familiarity. it unnerves me a bit (but i guess i'm just not used to it yet uhh). je ne comprends pas porquoi
anyway uhh
finding a job in the real world sucks publish post


edit: wow ok old people are really bad at being formal in their emails huh

Tuesday, October 2, 2018

Sunday, September 9, 2018

Different choices for different reasons...

Last night, I went out and had a lot to drink. I went to a rooftop bar in East London and we did bowls and played giant jenga and had drinks then we went to a Karaoke bar and had more drinks.
At maybe 1am when we were sitting in the karaoke bar, I realised I hadn't been that drunk since Sydney or felt so free in a young person way.

I'm not unhappy with my life, but in some ways there is a divide between us as a group (which isn't a bad thing per se). Last night, I caught a small glimpse of how this is happening. Short statement, this is not about my ego or about my life not being what I want or about other people being successful or being unhappy. It's about choices.

The reality of my life is I work a job with a lot of career potential and I have set my career up to be really successful. I'm very aware that in context, I'm incredibly young. I'm very driven, and I have received a lot from my job but I also have had to make sacrifices.
To be the person I am, live the life I am living and be trusted to do what I do, there are a set of expected behaviours. In some way, a set of chosen behaviours which match to an age which is older than me and generally quite conservative. I have accepted these, because of what I want in my life. This, in turn, has meant I have not done a lot of things which I might have done if I'd been working in a bar or still at University, and vice versa, with this job, I've been able to do some really cool stuff.

So back to last night, sitting in the karaoke bar at 1am. I was having fun. In all this expectation and career and 'being an adult', I'd convinced myself that doing careless, stupid, drunk things like this wasn't fun. In a way, to stop feeling bad when that's not the life I can realistically have with the job that I have for multiple reasons that I will not go into.

I'm not regretful of the choices I have made, it's just that, they are choices for my life to be a certain way and I'm ok with that. I think sometimes the choices I've made maybe were too conservative and that's something for me to think about. But I'm also ok with people making different choices. I guess it's just important to be aware that we all make different choices for different reasons.