Eating

I haven't made a post here for literally centuries so I figured its about time I gave this place some activity of my own.

Basically while I love food and stuff, the prospect of having to prepare it every single day for the rest of my life whilst also ensuring the food I eat isn't slowly killing me just sounds exhausting. Like, if I had the option to be able to survive without food but having to give up being able to eat at all in the process, I'd jump on that opportunity straight away. Sure eating food is nice and fulfilling and all, but it's also such a hassle.

So anyway, there's this new product called Soylent, which is basically just a sludge that's supposed to have all of your nutritional requirements sorted out for you. I'm seriously tempted to try it, even if only for a week or something, and see what living life off of just a basic "human fuel" is like. Who knows, if I end up liking it, when I get a stable income I might just become a member and live off that.

the only physical object that connects me with someone who's passed is this piece of paper

before it was ripped, it said "NO TAKE BACKS" and "NO BACK DOORS"

i was such a terribly weird child.

Is it just me

or is looking through linkedin profile pictures like the funniest thing. But not like the funniest. Like a bit funny. A little bit. I get a kick out of it.

I'm obsessed with this band

Listen to it, and now imagine your roommate and her boyfriend are having an intense screaming fight and even though their confined to a different room you can still hear "YOU STUPID BITCH" from the closed doors of your room.

Now imagine that once the song plays through the chorus a few times, the couple decides to migrate to right outside your room so you can hear every excruciating detail of sobbing and screaming even over the highest volume of the music.

And now imagine that when the music ends, you hear the front door slam and intense gross sobbing.

Usually it's pretty entertaining but like, it's actually really freaking horrifying and i genuinely  hope they'll be ok.

Desiderata (a poem which i think suits most better than any religion out there)

Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence.
As far as possible without surrender be on good terms with all persons.
Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even the dull and ignorant; they too have their story.
Avoid loud and aggressive persons, they are vexations to the spirit.
If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain and bitter;
for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself.

Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans.
Keep interested in your career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time.
Exercise caution in your business affairs; for the world is full of trickery.
But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals;
and everywhere life is full of heroism.

Be yourself.
Especially, do not feign affection.
Neither be critical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment it is as perennial as the grass.

Take kindly the counsel of the years, gracefully surrendering the things of youth.
Nurture strength of spirit to shield you in sudden misfortune. But do not distress yourself with imaginings.
Many fears are born of fatigue and loneliness. Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars;
you have a right to be here.
And whether or not it is clear to you, no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore be at peace with God, whatever you conceive Him to be,
and whatever your labors and aspirations, in the noisy confusion of life keep peace with your soul.
With all its sham, drudgery and broken dreams, it is still a beautiful world. Be careful. Strive to be happy.

I started doing the thing where you dont wash your hair with shampoo (so i only use water and brush it alot) for like 3 weeks and your hair is supposed to be real nice after that

so far, its just a little greasy but so so so itchy.
will see how long i can continue this

the end.

i laughed so hard

Are YOU the next AVATAR? Bend the 4 elements

2014 summary

This year was a rollercoaster.

Finished my second year of uni, recovered from shoulder surgery, saved up and went to Canadia, and to top it off got my motorbike L's. That ain't all though... I saw $1200 go down the drain due to various fines, and didn't do one exercise activity (except a few runs here and there) and became a vessel for hundreds (?) of lil' parasites.
I turned 21, went to two engagements of close family, lost no family/ everyone is still healthy.

I'm still not president of Earth so i'm kinda sad. But i have sick friends and famiry so nothings stopping me yet

2014 lettuce wrap

Hey y'all! Happy fucking January 2015 to all my favourite humans!
First I would like to thank Smaz for spawning this web space! Always in my heart

And next, if it's ok, would you guys like just posting a summary of your 2014? How did those 365 days go? So, here's mine:

2014 was so much soul searching for me. I kind of made it my selfish year which was hella awesome. I gained so much confidence in myself this year and learnt not to care about lots of stuff.
I got super loose this year, was a little reckless, made and spent lots of money and had a shit ton of fun while  kinda neglecting my studies.
It was also an extremely gay year for me, I experienced all the homo.
I had an amazing year with crazy ups and downs and loved all of it. Also I have the greatest homies in the world.  Cheers cunts!

Also did anyone make New Years resolutions?

I'm so fucking itchy. Everywhere. I put dermo creme on but it seems to irritate some areas more- and now i've gotten to the point where it aint satisfying until blood comes out.
This is hell
I can't sleep

Man family is annoying.

Family is annoying as shit.

Like okay I'm gonna rant a bit here, so Dad and Anshoo are here now, and like everything has to be my Dad's way, like just no matter what, what he says goes. I don't agree with him a lot, because at this point in time, I am no longer a child and being forced along with everything he does as an adult, being treated like a child is hugely irritating. 

Like today, I was clearing up the inside table and he was like, I want to sit outside, and that had to be the thing, and like it'd be fine if that was it but they made me stop clearing up the inside table, because that was unnecessary. Like my actions were not a terrible thing, if it rains, we're gonna need the inside table, if it's cold, we're gonna need the inside table, but no apparently, I did the wrong thing and I was sent off like a naughty child. They're also super set on family meals which like would be fine except like every meal is a family thing, even takeaway, like nothing can be a quiet affair, the table always has to be set and everyone has to come and sit down and eat together. I mean it's probably just in such a contrast to my daily life, cause family meals aren't a thing for me, at least not on a regular basis, other than special occasions cause it's really not thing when we'd all rather be doing other things or actually do have other things to do, and they were shocked at this and then realised my age, something they admit they forget.

Dad also has this tension around him, every single time he's ever dealing with anything it's stressful, and I just hate dealing with it, it's always work or family or something that he's stressing about and it's wound around him and everyone around him like spiderweb. It's really toxic to be around. 

Just generally it's a really awful uncomfortable atmosphere, and sometimes it's just not that fun. 

At least Sophie is suffering with me, and I still have to get through the big Family Christmas Eve and Day Celebration. Yay!

(⊙︿⊙ )

This tv show explains so much about me

Hey wonder~

Are governments and their control really necessary? I hope one day when we are a highly intelligent race with a 100% educated people we could co-ordinate and dismiss the 'big brother' mentality that we are headed to.

It's crazy how we are the future. But will soon be the past.

Today whilst walking home, I saw what looked like a hipster party at a cafe, and as I closed in saw that it was a celebration for a lady who just turned 100 and is throwing a public party (trust the hipsters to a) be the ones to find out about it and b) mooch for all the free food and booze).

But like... 100... That's an achievement. Irrational for most, but possible for some. It's weird how we have to die, i wonder what comes of it.

人生は不思議
(what it says under HEY WONDER in the video, means life is strange).

That is just the tip of the iceberg of how i've been thinking as of late. Think think thinkinggg