my arms are sore as fuck

it was like almost impossible to do anything. was tryin to steal a couple of raisins at sammy's house but i couldnt open the jar cos my arms are fucking retarded Q.Q

so im lying on my bed, its been around 20 minutes since i've been tryin to get to sleep. im almost there. my thoughts making weird shit happen. like when im on my way to my routine state of unconciousness i always have my usual everyday thoughts in my mind. (like just then was about how people are like omg fat is unhealthy people should lose weight its so bad but then why is it so bad to be unhealthy and no one is ever like omg stop binge drinking and casual sex with strangers even though thats unhealthy too like dude you dont care about their health you just want them to meet your idea of aesthetically pleasing so shut up unless you're actually a health warrior and you legit just want people to live easier and for everyone to have a longer life) and as i get closer to my sleep state my thoughts go crazy and suddenly i start imagining trippy shit and thats when i know im about to pass out (its always some random ass monkey playing a sport in fluro colours idek and when i realise that crazy shit is happening in my head my body wakes up and i have to redo the whole process but anyway)
and then suddenly i realised that my facebook profile is a timeline. and has been for some time, eventhough i had not consented to the update. cos i thought facebook would keep churning out new profiles and i wanted to have like a super old one so i could be mad different but then i realized that thats impossible and the worse thing is that i've had the timeline for so long and only just realized it and for that duration of time i did not and still do not have a cover photo and for some reason thats important to me?? i guess its the one element of customization and i love customizing crap
also i downloaded an ebook all about ferns and so now i can learn about ferns wherever i go, smart phones are nice i guess. omg im always playing that burger game why. and i also have vice on my phone jesus its so easy to be entertained with this shit but i still enjoy those days of staring at walls

also it took me so long to download itunes and it seems like im only allowed to sync from one computer even if its a manual sync (just means i have the same songs but i can have different playlists cos my iphone and computer playlists need to be different) but the good thing about it is it forced me to upload all the album artwork and it took me a bunch of hours but day well spent doing that.

god today was one of those days i just wanted to stick my head into a dark space and i was like crouchin on the floor with my face under some blankets and kinda under the bed and sammy was like "you're weirding me out" also it feels like there are tiny insects crawling on my legs but there really arnt