bye bye facebook

hey guys

so i deleted my facebook. well i "deactivated" my facebook - partly because of the hsc, partly because of people i don't care for and partly because of the illuminati. and yet i still keep typing in the facebook url and i have to stop myself from logging in. when did i become so reliant on a website to make me feel like i'm a part of something? it's like an addiction really, and it kinda feels great to be off it. i don't know how long it will last and this blog will probably be like a nicotine patch but y'know, for now it feels good. i'm getting stuff done, like i made a really nice wallpaper for my desktop and cleaned up my room and its nice to not just sit there refreshing the page and etc etc y'know facebook junk.
also guys... i'm having a really pensive night and i just wanted to say that i'm really happy to have grown closer to a lot of you this year, especially recently, because you are some of the most beautiful people i've met and i'm going to miss you all so so so much. especially emily hogg; i used to think you were kinda weird back in like y9/10 but then again i was super weird then too, so it means nothing really, but now i consider you a really good friend of mine and you're one of the kindest, most interesting people i've ever met. i think a lot of you mean a lot more to me than i ever realised really.