Thursday, May 15, 2014

im such a shit

fuck
my group had a huge like fucking 10 hour meet/ project time thing together today and i couldnt do it cos i was like 'I CANT DO THURSDAYS. THURSDAYS ARE WORK DAYS'
then i was like 'I'll come at 5 cos i be finished then'
but then my boss be like 'you workin til 7;30 now'
then i was like man im tired i go home now
and now im home
and my whole group's done sooo much work and i havnt done shit
also they're still at uni
what
its not due for like a week or whatever
and its like peer accessed
im gonna lose so hard.
also personality clashes/
damn.

and i havnt gone to a single mahjong thing in aaaggggeeeessssssssss
why do i even try to life. fuuuuck

i mean i could be working on it now..
but i have other shit to do.
do you ever feel like other people just do less shit and expect you to have as much free time as them
i dont even kno wut the point of this post is
im tired. and i feel like a shit. thats it.

1 comment:

Xedalenar said...

yeah i completely understand. Fuck though a 10 our meet up is intense, that's alot to ask of anyone.
Just stay calm and plan it out in your head, and you'll find you'll stick to the plan cause not sticking to it would be fearfully unenjoyable