Friday, May 14, 2010

happy birthday me.

so melancholy though.
a year ago, i was like, yeah! imma 16 now! i can do things and imma be a different person!

and now 1 year later nothing have happened... i feel so useless in a murder city
but srs, i have done nothing
I havent learnt to drive,
got a job,
asked out that girl,
finished a game, (as in programming it)
written many songs,
performed much as a band

I dunno
but maybe thats just mee

edit: now i realise how much hanging out with ru as well as reading manga has influenced me.

6 comments:

AcionMan! said...

Lol smaz, I felt the same way on New Year's. Like, I thought, i have all this stuff availabe to me, yet I still haven't done anything of any real value. So I promised myself that 2010 - a new decade - would be THE year that I would actually do shit, even if at the time I didn't want to.

And you know what? I haven't done anything lol. I was supposed to have made like 6 movies by now, but even with arts fest only 2 weeks away i havent even written a script for one. But I just tell myself - I'm only a teenager, I'm still not even allowed to drink alcohol, let alone be expected to be a high-value, respected member of society. Thomas Edison flunked school, as did Walt Disney. Hell, even Einstein flopped school, and he was recently awarded TIME's person of the century. That's a pretty big achievement.

BUt anyway smaz, dont let it get to u. You still have your whole life ahead, you're not even considered an adult, so dont worry about being something your not!

Brian said...

Happy 17th smaz!

Lord of the Palmtrees said...

come on man dont freak out about not doing shit. thats part of highschool and you only go through that once. its time to have fun and not care about stuff and just be chilled hangout wit your friends which is totally what you've been doing so its all cool and its not like anyone else has achieved anything aswell

Brian said...

how about Jessica Watson?

16 years and sailed round the globe

⚡ Ms Golden Week ⚡ said...

dam right!

ok lets play this game: We take turns, if your a ru you say 'Smaz is influnced by me to.....' and then someone says something like 'to read to-LOVE-ru' or 'to go and see franz ferdinand live' and if you were a smaz you say 'im influenced by ru to....' and then someone else says something like 'To read one piece' or 'To listen to Yves Klein Blues' and if you were someone else, you say 'Smaz is influenced by ru to....' and yea


ok, practise round:
Smaz: Im influenced by ru to...
Ru: Watch anime! ok, my turn, i influenced smaz to...
Smaz: start reading all these other mangas.

and it goes on forever! wee

Lord of the Palmtrees said...

jessica watson? shes probably just doing that for attention. kakakakakkakaka no seriously i meant our friends not random super children that are famous for being super children otherwise they wouldnt be on the news