So I'm blogging from my phone , because I can, and I'm so lazy that I can't walk the 1 metre to my computer, but anyways, yeh just checking how my phone blogging works. So far I can't see your pictures sooooo there's a problem right there ( it's cool though I'll just use safari when not actually posting)
Anyways, is anyone else not feeling the stress I know I should be? I mean it's fucking 3 am and I'm lying in my bed playing tilt to live and posting on the blog. I mean, you hear about people going crazy and stuff, and I'm just not. I'm not feeling the pressure, and it's kind of worrying me. And I get the impression that the same shit is happening to other people, like today in the study space, NOONE did anything ( and annabelle pond was there, she looked good) and I was walking home thinking, we must be the worst private school ever... But we're not. Which begs the question, what are other schools doing?
Also, been going out way to much lately, so probs won't go out... Tonight I guess, but writing that I somehow don't believe it. A couple nights ago I had a panic attack about the hsc while lying in bed at like 5 in the morning, but then the same day in the afternoon I was like "eh 2 hours is enough" and then again that night being like FUUUUU HSC!!
It seems the times I stress the most about the hsc is when I can do the least about it, like at 3 30 am.
Anyway, I hope I'm not the only one
Actually that's wrong I hope I AM the only one who feels this way.
This was kind of a ramble, but a short one so it's ok. Haven't posted in a while it felt good.
Love you all
Wednesday, October 5, 2011
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You're supposed to be relaxed since the HSC is pretty much trial exams again.
I know that feel bro, I know that feel.
The worst part is, you get shit scores on your exams and you feel humiliated and you tell yourself "never again," but then... you don't do anything to change that.
And Brian, the problem is, that would be OK if we actually did good on our trials :/
TRIALS LULLED ME INTO A FALSE SENSE OF SECURITY
i agree with you Jon >.<
Im just applying for japanese exchanges, and thats what i care about haha
I just think about the koreans man...THA KOREANS...
Uni applications scared me then I realised I can get into any german university with an ATAR of 78. So I'm good.
But yeh, on the when you can do least about it. I had a dream where Ms. Martin told me I was screwed for the HSC and I got really upset and had a panic attack in my dream and couldn't breathe properly. Then realised I was awake and having a panic attack and then it got better. but yeh way too relaxed.
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