Wednesday, April 1, 2009

man. i give up.

i like tried talking and i even apologised eventhough i didnt think i did nuthin wrong. dude, like i bought her a packet of candy corn but she didnt want it and i like tried communicating with her. but like what evs ya know. shes the one not talking to me or triying to be friends again and shit. like i still love her and think shes cool but she kinda scares me with her creepiness and her evilness towards me. why cant we get over it and move on? whats done is done and theres nothing we can do about it.
and she said that i wasnt talking to her but i was! i was offering her chips and shit. she just took the chips and said nuthin. talked to amiraman. talked to hannah. and like apparently she randomly ignored arielle for some reason last time and rel felt abused. and they were friends again. but rel dont like that so she talked to chelyne bout that time and bout how she was giving me all this shit. and now THEY'RE not talking
shit
maybe this is my fault
oh dear god.
like i respect her. she came up with my name, which is freakin awesome and stuffs.
but she aint doing nuthin for me and like today in lunch, she was all by herself like everytime i saw her. i want to socialise with her but she'll probs ignore me and shit. like wth. why is she so heartless and even arielle said that she aint a good friend and stuff. im not affected by it now but its just annoying that she wont treat as if we aint friends, she's treating me like wes are enemies. and why does she hate people for being stupid? they have other skills. i sure dont hate nobody for being unathletic or like not good at art or skating etc etc. its just unreasonable. not like shes good at everything. like no one's good at everything.
argh. this is horrible. she better not read this especially since shes one of the followers.
but if you are reading this
I LOVE YOU
LETS MOVE ON AND BE FRIENDS ALREADY
I DID ALL I COULD DO

ps- you did call me a bitch and said i was stupid and you never help me with school work or do your own school work and all i do is try to be nice to you and help you but when i do, im letting you take advantage of me which you dont like me doing but like if im doing something wrong, you should tell me instead of ignoring me
I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU
AND THIS IS SOOOO STUPID

And if its just that you dislike me now. i guess that cant be helped....
now i hope that you do read this post.~♥♥♥♥♥<3
we;ve been tight for so long. remember those times in class.... yea.... they were goood.... in year 9 and year 8 and yaer 7 ...... good times good times; lets keep it that way,

1 comment:

Pi3manic said...

i never hated you. i didn't ignore rel.i thought you hated me.i dont rember calling you a bitch but sorry if i did.why the hell does rel think i am not a good friend? i was nothin but nice to her and she said i was one of the best freinds shes had. i mean wtf. mst of doom i stoped talking to you because you call me a whore, which basicaly means that i am pointless. i really do want to be your freind still. i ll talk to u tomorow if you say hello.rel on the other hand, that girl has it coming.......