actually, i don't think this is hypocritical, this is just stupid. i feel ill. so ill i can't sleep. i feel ill because i'm not getting enough sleep and the cycle just continues. i feel as though our work load has increased, and our responsibilities have increased, but i'm still the same kid as in the beginning of year 10. i know i always wright about the same stuff, but i'm having the same problems all the time, and i do nothing to change the situation i'm in. the worst part is that i don't feel the compulsion to do better. its like i know what i need to do, and how to do it. i just dont.
i've started all my assignments and even drawn up a study plan. but fuck if i follow up on any of it. it's so depressing that i can't...i don't know. i don't even know whats wrong with me. just like chronic laziness. i feel as though i should go to the counselor but what a terrible problem to go to the counselor with . "hi i can't learn, help me" . anyway this is just rambling. fuck it's late. i need to sleep.
oh i discovered somthing called google docs which is like free office. so yeah.... googles amazing.
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used google docs throughout year 12 collaboratively with friends. Great way to keep notes other than the fact that people love to color code them to the rainbow.
Study plans never work i find and you'll probably find the motivation to work somewhere down the track.
going to the counsellor isnt sucxh a bad thing, as it isn't so much you can't learn but you don't have the motivation, they will help you with that. And yeh fuck study plans, I find if I study on my own time without things restricting or saying how long i should sit there. I just do it.
you misspelt 'rite'
Maybe you need the pressure to work or something because for someone like me, its impposible to start something thats due in 4 weeks and i only do it the weekend or 4 days before its due at the most. I guess doing work its just 'hard' because there is so much other 'better' things to do like read manga or take a nap..
Dude. go see Joe. he's nice. i taLk to him sometimes... he doesn't help me but we don't talk about work though he says he can help with that too. keeping to a study plan... planning in a way that's good for you? just go see him. say "i'm having trouble making myself study" and he'll be like "K COOL LET US GO!" maybe not quite so energetically but yeah. go see him. :)
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