Reach for the stars so if you fall you land on a cloud.

so like. sometimes i watch TV, read the news or surf the internet etc , i learn about the lives of other people, and im like, damn i wish i could accomplish what they can, or i wish i could live out my life like they do.

you know, like sometimes i see a documentary on gangs and shit and im like, damn it would be mad if i was involved in crazy shit like that

but then i realise, the grass is always greener, because most grass is green and it makes no sense, its like saying a piece of paper is more papery, wait, that kinda makes sense, cos some paper can be less papery like crepe paper, IDK, thats not the point.

i freakin love my life and everything in it. sometimes i see other people and i would be like, hey, it would be cool if i could be more outgoing or normal but then, i think, hold up, i aint like them. Im myself. and i love myself and who i is. i actually try to justify a lot by sayin i was born this way but i know that everything about me reflects on my life experiences, no one is born anyway (except for like default settings like gender, race, sexuality, etc things you cant choose, you know)

sometimes i get angry at someone cos they annoying and i talk shit about them, but really, its not exactly their fault, its just their life experience and up bringing, which is why i try not to hold grudges and why my opinion of somebody can change in a second.

anyway, i semi-forgot my point so im just gonna say what comes to mind. cos its fun haha, i think im waayy too comfortable with my life, like its just been so good so far. i know i cry alot and whine and shit but i really dont mean it, its just the way i is. and sometimes i cant believe how accepting i am of myself. like i dont use make-up not really because i think its silly eventho i say that, its cos i just 100% feel like i, really, dont need, it.

and i guess it is ok for me to be ok with myself, cos if theres something im unhappy about, i work to change it, i make concious efforts.
Man, when i heard kanye say "reach for the stars, so if you fall you land on a cloud", i didnt realise how much it would affect me. but it makes so much sense. man i love music

im soo happy guys weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

EDIT: i forgot to say this but i've been noticing some apologising/excusing of rants/opinions, and i think its sirry cos this is a random stuffs blog and we should be able to express anger/hate/self indulgence etc if we want to. i learn more about everyone everytime they post and i love the debates and disagreements etc etc